Satoru’s startled by being tugged like that, but at least she doesn’t go
far before Suguru climbs atop her. Satoru doesn’t resist, resting her hands
lightly on Suguru’s thighs instead, watching her with wary eyes. “Seems
like the wrong position for that,” she points out, but it’s a little more
subdued now. Suguru being in her space works for her, because it makes
clear that Suguru wants to be there. At any moment she might leave again,
walk right out of Satoru’s life, and Satoru can’t bear to chase her if it
just means having her pride crushed.
This Suguru seems so different. There hadn’t been any hint of this side of
her, and Satoru wonders if this had always been the real Suguru. Maybe her
best friend had always been an illusion, and she’d never known Suguru at
all.
And now? Satoru’s going to trust herself to this stranger? She doubts
herself for allowing this at all. Suguru’s only going to treat her like
she’s disposable.
Swallowing hard as she tries to shake off those feelings, Satoru reaches
for one of Suguru’s wrists. “Do these have a purpose, or are they just part
of the spectacle?”
It reveals her ignorance, but that doesn’t matter. Satoru wants to know. Is
there a reason for the leather gloves?
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Satoru’s startled by being tugged like that, but at least she doesn’t go far before Suguru climbs atop her. Satoru doesn’t resist, resting her hands lightly on Suguru’s thighs instead, watching her with wary eyes. “Seems like the wrong position for that,” she points out, but it’s a little more subdued now. Suguru being in her space works for her, because it makes clear that Suguru wants to be there. At any moment she might leave again, walk right out of Satoru’s life, and Satoru can’t bear to chase her if it just means having her pride crushed.
This Suguru seems so different. There hadn’t been any hint of this side of her, and Satoru wonders if this had always been the real Suguru. Maybe her best friend had always been an illusion, and she’d never known Suguru at all.
And now? Satoru’s going to trust herself to this stranger? She doubts herself for allowing this at all. Suguru’s only going to treat her like she’s disposable.
Swallowing hard as she tries to shake off those feelings, Satoru reaches for one of Suguru’s wrists. “Do these have a purpose, or are they just part of the spectacle?”
It reveals her ignorance, but that doesn’t matter. Satoru wants to know. Is there a reason for the leather gloves?