It took longer than normal to calm down. He paced his room, considered finding Jace and spar but he knew that he was with Clary. A tour through the library left him frustrated. Eventually he ended up in Izzy's room, resuming his pacing and trying to find the words to answer her.

The problem was that there wasn't an answer. "The Mundane. Magician." Izzy would know who he meant. "I don't know why I try to talk to them. They always - " Made him feel like he was a failure, but everyone except Izzy and Magnus had thought of him as a failure lately. "Things were supposed to get easier after we found Valentine." And after he came out but everything was more complicated now.