As they slowly shifted closer, Alec briefly had a moment that would have led to panic. He'd felt the same way after staying at Magnus' loft, but that morning it had been more intense. Now there was no reason to hide. No reason not to enjoy having someone he liked nearby.

That was a strange, almost dizzying realization. Alec didn't have to hide. He didn't have to pretend. He couldn't be too obvious since someone might say he couldn't be effective if he was infatuated with someone, but he could spend time with Adam without fearing the consequences.

Looking up when Adam began to move, he helped him get the book. Automatically his arm settled around Adam's shoulders. Going still, he waited to see how Adam would react, ready to pull away if he seemed uncomfortable with having him so close.