The kiss kept Alec from thinking, or over thinking the situation. He hadn't suggested anything that they both didn't want to try. The kiss proved that. Alec kept telling himself that in an attempt to quiet his nervousness, trying to stay still as his boyfriend unbuttoned his jeans.

Not sure that he could find his voice or what it'd sound like if he did manage to speak, Alec nodded. Brushing his fingers over his boyfriend's knuckles to show him that he wasn't going to say no, he lifted his hips up to help Adam strip off the rest of his clothes. Flushing brightly, he ignored the instinct to cover himself as Adam pulled down his jeans and boxers. He wasn't shy about his body. He'd been injured too many times for that to be an issue, but having someone see him when he was hard was something he'd avoided for years.