Nie Huaisang 聂怀桑 (
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marlowemuses2024-12-12 12:25 pm
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Caught in a fever that's so pure and true
Huaisang's been blissed out of his mind for the past two weeks, since he started dating Nanami. The minor catastrophe of losing heating while being snowed in was dramatic but survivable, and Huaisang's been ecstatic about Nanami's care and possessiveness since they've started their relationship.
He's let himself into Nanami's flat as he waits for Nanami to finish up his work for the day, bringing along his brush and ink as he works on a mural for Nanami. Huaisang still lives in the family estate, his room not far from his brother's, and neither Nanami nor Huaisang want to be within earshot of Mingjue for one of Huaisang's screaming orgasms, so they usually met at Nanami's residence instead. He'd secured permission in advance to paint on one of the walls, even though he's not sure if Nanami actually knows anything about Huaisang's painting skill and style. These past years, he's barely painted at all, chasing a series of dead-end relationships rather than focusing at all on himself or his hobbies.
The painting is a beautiful traditional-style Chinese Shanshui 山水 landscape, intricate detail emerging of snow-covered mountains. With Nanami's expertise in Jujutsu techniques, he might quickly notice that the painting radiates an energy like a powerful protective ward, even though there's no known precedent of crafting such a thing through a decorative painting like this. The rest of the Nie clan is known for their powerful combat techniques, tending toward raw power rather than precision, and Huaisang's brother Mingjue is a paragon of his ancestry. Huaisang's delicate paintwork might as well come from a different planet.
This is Huaisang's curse technique, something that he uses so rarely and that's so entirely useless in a fight that most of the closest people in Huaisang's life don't have any idea he can do it, much less that he does it with such mastery.
He lifts his head with a happy smile when Nanami enters, setting down his brush so that he can hop up and greet his boyfriend with a kiss, careful not to touch him with ink-spattered hands. He's got a smudge of black ink on one cheek, though he's simultaneously somehow managed to get not a fleck on his outfit, which is as casually androgynous as anything he wears. Similarly, his long black hair is ornamented with his usual absurdly intricate arrangement of braids and beads.

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Married though they might be and alpha though he is, Nanami is still much of a caretaker type. He wants to be the best he can be for Huaisang as they adapt to this marriage because this is... for life. They'll grow old together, have children, all of that. He knows he needs to be suitable for Huaisang as a result but this is a rough starting point.
He'll cross the distance of their bedchamber to where Huaisang is sitting on the bed and kneel down in front of him, looking up at him with an earnest expression. "Huaisang," he starts quietly, hand reaching out hesitantly to the edge of the veil before pausing in midair, not sure if he should lift it just yet. "I can smell your scent, I can see you shaking. I know you're not happy to be here, and I'm sorry for that."
After a moment's pause, he drops his hand, opting not to do anything just yet and leave Huaisang with his privacy. "Do you want me to leave? I can sleep in another room."
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Blinking rapidly as his breath shakes, feeling overwhelmed by the situation, Huaisang listens as Nanami tells him how obvious it is that he's an emotional wreck. With all the romantic books he's read, this was never how he imagined his wedding night, afraid and isolated, with a man who doesn't want him.
Still, when Nanami starts to pull away, Huaisang makes a choked sound of despair and grabs for his hand, curling both of his hands around Nanami's hand to keep him close. "Please don't leave," he begs, voice cracking. He's been alone so much lately, and the prospect of finally getting fucked is the one bright spot he's been able to cling to as a clear positive out of all his conflicted emotions.
Shoving aside his fear and anger as unimportant, Huaisang makes himself sit a little straighter, letting go of Nanami so that he can reach for his own veil. This isn't the situation he wants, isn't how he's imagined this going, but he still closes his eyes and takes a moment to make sure that his gesture is graceful and composed as he lifts his own veil and then raises his eyes to Nanami's face, slow and sensual. His hair is intricately braided and crowned with gold and pearls, and he's made up his face with expensive cosmetics, using expertise from his most fashionable attendants and his own artistic skill to make himself as beautiful as he can. Despite everything else, he wants to feel exceptional and rare for his own wedding night, heart thudding with desperation that Nanami will find him at least tolerable.
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Though how is he to do that, that's a mystery. He's never taken care of an omega before — never even been with one before. He hasn't kissed or fucked, he's been too focused on his journey out of poverty, his attempts to build a stable life for himself, that he hasn't spent any time on the fairer sex. Soft omegas with their alluring scents... he's passed whorehouses, of course, been tempted by the workers there. He's seen how some of the other alphas look at the omegas, both the other disciples and the servants. He knows that it's something almost expected of him to do but he just... hasn't had the chance nor inclination.
But Huaisang is so, so, so pretty and there's something twisting in Nanami's chest as the realization sinks in that Huaisang is his husband. This is an omega that, by all rights, belongs to him. He can covet him, scent him, explore what it means to be an alpha with him and he will be able to do that for a very, very long time. Because they are now married.
He lets out a breath, looking away for a moment as he tries to collect his thoughts. It's... distracting to look at Huaisang, makes him want things he didn't even realize he wanted. He has to be sensible here, responsible. This is still his Sect Leader's brother, even if he is also now married to him.
"Huaisang," he looks up again, reaches out to take Huaisang's hand between his own. "Thank you. I won't leave. I thought what you wanted was space from me, I'm sorry. I'm not sure I'll be a very good husband, or a very good alpha, but I will try to be. Just... please let me know what you need from me."
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Putting any of that into words is incredibly difficult. He's already feeling so helpless and vulnerable, and offering up what an emotional wreck he is to someone who is only an acquaintance feels like gutting himself.
"I haven't been able to ... control myself. This past month or so. Mingjue locked me up so that I wouldn't ..." Huaisang's eyes remain on his lap, only occasionally rising far enough to see their joined hands before dropping again. "End up bonded to someone ... unsuitable." If he were in the Jin Sect, that might have meant anyone not of noble blood. Neither of the Nie brothers care about bloodlines or nobility like that, but in Huaisang's more lucid moments from the past month, he's been grateful not to have ended up mated with any of the alphas he had ... aggressively flirted with when his hormones had suddenly gone haywire.
Letting go of his tight grip on Nanami's hand, Huaisang reaches for his robes instead, sliding his hand down Nanami's broad chest to pluck at his sash. He's only kept himself lucid for most of the day with an incredible amount of effort, clinging to his fear and fury to help center himself. Now he can start to let go of all of that, terrifying though it is to surrender himself to his own out-of-control hormones and his new husband. Lust surges up through him, instantly dizzying as his hormones spike intensely in the direction of sex, making him sway a little as the wave of need crashes over him. "Fuck me. Please. Claim me."
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Well, isn't that an alpha's job? Especially on his wedding night? Yet still, Nanami feels a little startled by the suddenness of the request and feels a little out of his element. They haven't even courted each other, none of his scent is on Huaisang and vice versa, he just has... legal claim to him as his husband but anything else? It will need to come with time. Nanami feels a little thrown off suddenly, wanting to give himself over but not wanting to fuck it up.
"Okay," he says, carefully, slowly. He doesn't ask if Huaisang is sure because he's almost positive he is and to ask would be an insult. But how does he even start? A kiss, perhaps? Nanami's own scent is still one of curiosity but also hesitancy. His emotions easily read right now, even if his expression stays a mild stoicism. He's not upset though, that's the key thing.
He breathes out slowly then and shifts to get up to his feet, taking a step forward, he hovers over Huaisang on the bed and lets go of his hand to use both hands to curl over the side of his throat, thumbs pressing against his jaw. Then he leans in, tilting Huaisang's head up so he can press their lips together in what he hopes is not a terrible kiss, even though it is a little clumsy.
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Whimpering gratefully as Nanami's hands curl around his throat like that, Huaisang feels his pulse jump. His cock throbs, hardening at once, and he feels himself growing slick with hopeful anticipation.
Hands forgetting the importance of undressing for a moment, he reaches up to tangle his hands into Nanami's hair, keeping him close as he returns the kiss. He has enough experience with kissing, at least, to know how to start slow and sweet, coaxing at Nanami's lips to explore how they communicate together in this way.
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He's half-undressed because of Huaisang messing with his robes and he'll shed the outer robe after they start kissing, leaving him in his inner robe. He'll press a knee to the bed next to Huaisang, leaning in more as they kiss and what's nice is it seems Nanami is a quick learner when it comes to kissing. So, soon enough, he's following Huaisang's lead and kissing back solidly.
It's the smell of slick that does him in though, never having smelled an omega's slick before. It hits his nose clear as day and before he knows it, he's letting out a soft growl in response against Huaisang's mouth. His own arousal sinks into his scent, his cock hardening in his pants and he aches for more suddenly, more than he's ever wanted before.
But for now, he continues to just kiss Huaisang, sinking into the kiss more and more as he holds him in his hands.
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He's watched Nanami so many times, has felt so safe with him when Mingjue has been busy and Huaisang has needed some other guardian or chaperone. When they've been alone together--even if it's been in the middle of a busy crowd--Huaisang's wanted so much to be worth Nanami's attention, for him to notice Huaisang more than he notices the potential threats around them.
Dizzy with pleasure, Huaisang whimpers helplessly into the kiss, yearning and hungry, lapping eagerly at Nanami's tongue and inviting him deeper. His hands resume their task, fumbling at the ties to Nanami's inner robe until he gets it open, and then his pants, the ties at his waist so that every last bit of his clothing can be pushed away. He's forgotten about his own complicated attire, too obsessed with the need to have Nanami bare.
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But he's happy to kiss Huaisang, now that he knows how to do it. He licks into his mouth with hungry, eager swipes of his tongue and sucks on Huaisang's tongue in turn. He doesn't fight Huaisang either as he works on his clothes, the inner robe falling to the ground and then the pants. The pants are undone quickly and he lets Huaisang push those and his underwear off as well, moving his leg to shake the pants off his ankles and pull his feet out. It leaves him nude in front of Huaisang, his hefty cock on display — massive and half-hard at this moment.
When he pulls away from the kiss, his lips are red from the residue of Huaisang's make up but he looks hungry, wanting. He lifts a hand to pull the tie of his hair out and let his hair fall loose across his shoulders. Then he reaches forward before pausing, suddenly hesitant about how to undress Huaisang. His wedding outfit is pretty, yes, but very confusing for Nanami who is used to the most straightforward of clothing.
"Help me undress you, please," he asks, sincere.
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Panting breathlessly as Nanami breaks the kiss, Huaisang stares at him, open-mouthed with hungry admiration at that stunning cock on offer, filling and rising and all for him.
Licking his lips, Huaisang nods with only a slight delay as the request makes it into his brain and clicks. He unclasps a couple of delicate hooks on his mantle, sitting up more so that Nanami can draw that off of his shoulders. Then he leads him to the ties for the sash, the heavy embroidery of his coat and outer robes, the diaphanous layers of his inner robes. It's like a cloth puzzle-box, the finest and most delicate flowing silk, each layer practically transparent. When the last layer falls open, Huaisang instinctively crosses his arms shyly over his body, one arm covering his nipples while the other covers his groin, bashful about being so exposed.
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"You don't have to hide from me, promise," he says, hopefully soothingly, and then he pulls Huaisang's wrist back. When he pulls it back, he also presses inwards, setting his knee again on the bed on one side of Huaisang. He lifts his hand up to press his lips to Huaisang's wrist before pressing his nose to the soft flesh, inhaling Huaisang's perfect omega scent. Now that it's no longer sour with fear and instead heavy with arousal, it's nice. Perfect.
He's going to lift his other hand and start pushing Huaisang back onto the bed, following him as he pushes him down and crawling over his body. The wrist that he has in his hand gets pushed back as well, until Nanami has his arm pinned above his head and he's ducking his head lower to kiss Huaisang again, against the pillows.
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His breath hitches as Nanami kisses his wrist. Eyes wide and cheeks pink, Huaisang gazes up at him with yearning, wanting so much to be accepted and desired for who he is--especially by someone as perfect as Nanami--but dreading rejection.
Whimpering again as Nanami pushes him down and pins his wrist, Huaisang reaches for his husband with his free hand, curling it gently around the side of Nanami's neck. His trembling has returned a little as his insecurity has spiked, but the prospect of more kisses is utterly irresistible, and Nanami is so painfully attractive. Huaisang wants him so much that the yearning feels like a knife through his heart.
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He'll let go of Huaisang's wrist as they kiss, moving his hands to slide over the sides of his body and when he gets to Huaisang's thighs, he pushes them apart, spreading them a bit so they fall on either side of Nanami's hips. He'll lift them then to wrap around his hips, groaning softly at the feeling of Huaisang's legs around him. Breaking the kiss for a moment, he breathes out against Huaisang.
"Let me..." he starts in a mumble, before shifting Huaisang's body a bit as well as his own. He gets them prepared for missionary position, his body laying atop of Huaisang's and Huaisang's legs around his waist. Then he reaches between the both of them and grabs the base of his cock, pushing past Huaisang's small cock to his pussy, dragging the head of his cock along Huaisang's folds and biting his lip at the sensation.
"I've never..." he mumbles before trailing off, face going pink for reasons other than arousal. He looks up to Huaisang then, meeting his eyes and swallowing. "You're my first kiss, and my first time."
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Groaning at the heat of Nanami's cock between his legs, nestled so intimately against him but not yet giving him what he needs, Huaisang rocks his hips up into the contact, whimpering with yearning. When their eyes meet, his lashes flutter in surprise, words failing to process. Nanami's so handsome and so powerful, and Huaisang assumed that he'd probably at least been to a brothel, or taken advantage of eager omegas throwing themselves at him in every town he passed. Nanami's words are so implausible that they don't make sense at first.
Hormones and emotions already have Huaisang choked up enough that forming words is incredibly difficult, and he doesn't know how he can possibly respond to that. It's his first time, too, if not his first kiss. But what matters right now is how much he needs Nanami. "Please," he begs, rocking his hips up again and gasping as the head of Nanami's cock slips into his cunt, sending a shiver of surprised pleasure through his whole body. "Need you. Claim me. Please."
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It's probably a little too quick a movement though. Huaisang is so tight around him, so terribly warm and wet and Nanami has to break off the kiss quickly to take a gasping breath. His hips rock into him, rolling slightly against him and he can't seem to stop moving as he keeps pressing into Huaisang, grinding into him deeply. Oh, this? This is what an omega feels like? This is what people have fought over, bartered for, done terrible, terrible things to take? He understands now, he understands.
"Huaisang..." he groans out quietly, eyes falling closed and he pulls back his hips so he can snap them forward again. Then he does it again, and again, beginning to fuck Huaisang in earnest as he growls softly in his throat and claims his omega.
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He's fucked himself with toys before, and has a beautiful collection of carven stone phalli, catering to his own needs while dreaming of a mate. More often than not, he's imagined just this, with Nanami above him and murmuring his name, fucking deep and hard. Nanami's so hot, the heat of him like a brand inside Huaisang's body, simultaneously soothing and searing.
It feels so right, like he's finally complete. The aching he's felt most of his life--and acutely so for the past month--ignites into an inferno. Instead of feeling sated by getting what he needs, Huaisang's craving grows all the more intense, heart and body aching for his mate.
"Nanami," he whimpers, nails digging into Nanami's shoulders as he tries to hold on, tries to cling to him so that he won't be swept away by the onslaught.
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He kisses Huaisang again, deep and tender as he grinds himself into his cunt and swallows down his moans. He knows he's going to knot Huaisang, can already feel the urge in his gut and knows there's no getting around it. He growls softly in his throat, feeling more animal than human with how good it feels to devour Huaisang like this.
But there is one correction he has to give, breaking the kiss and breathing hard against Huaisang's lips. "Kento," he corrects. "Call me Kento." No one calls him Kento. He has no one close enough in his life to call him Kento. But if he's going to call Huaisang by his first name, he wants the same affection in return. He wants them to be equal partners here and he wants Huaisang to know that he's here for him for the rest of their life.
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Huaisang moans into each kiss, feeling like his whole body is flooded with heat and radiating waves of pleasure. His cunt clenches around Kento's cock, greedy for him, possessive of every inch. Even if he hadn't just learned that Kento had never had anyone else like this, Huaisang would be determined that he'd never have anyone else again. Huaisang wouldn't allow it, wouldn't tolerate anyone else in his husband's arms. This was his alone. Kento was his, and Huaisang felt dizzy with affection and longing, the depths of his infatuation yawning suddenly into a void so deep that it felt endless.
"My husband," Huaisang whispers, the next time Kento allows him a breath between kisses. He can feel pleasure surging and rising through his body, rippling in waves through his pelvic muscles, tightening twitches around Kento's cock even as his body grows more relaxed and inviting, as it becomes easier to take every inch of him. It's all too much, and Huaisang bucks suddenly as an orgasm slams into him, as sudden and violent as if he's run into a stone wall. His spine arches into a sharp curve, as far as he can bend, and holds there, quivering, as his a black depth of ecstasy consumes him for a few seconds, moans choked as he spasms.
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At the same time, he continues fucking into Huaisang. His hips thrust in and out, even as Huaisang comes, feeling his stomach and groin splashed with his orgasm as it spurts from both his pussy and his cock. Nanami does not mind this, just continues to fuck into Huaisang with eager thrusts, deep and filling. The low growl in his throat continues, possessive and wanting and he nuzzles in against his throat as well, even as his teeth stay clenched on Huaisang's scent gland.
The alpha in him is at the forefront, dictating his actions and what he does. He doesn't push it back, doesn't cram it down. Instead, he just gives into his instincts that tell him to take and so he takes. He takes and he takes and he takes.
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It frightens him how much his instincts take him over, wiping out his other thoughts and desires. He wants Nanami to bite down, to claim him, to breed him. Nothing matters other than being a vessel for his mate. The desire fills him with heat and lust, even while a distant, tiny part of Huaisang thrashes against it, unwilling to be just a docile incubator for Nanami's offspring. As desperately as he wants to be claimed, he also wants to still be himself.
Soon enough, the overwhelmed feeling starts to build into need again. He feels so complete with Nanami inside him like this, satisfying a deep, lifelong craving. He can't live without this again. He needs Nanami again and again, needs this every night.
"My alpha," Huaisang whispers, clinging to him as Nanami batters against his inner walls. "My mate. My Kento."
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He's never felt this satisfied before, never felt like he fits anywhere the way he fits right here in bed with Huaisang. He groans softly and leans in to kiss Huaisang again, tongue slipping into his mouth and licking into him. His hands move, curled into the sheets on either side of Huaisang's head as his hips keep moving inside of the omega.
When he pulls away from the kiss, his voice is a gasping thing as he breathes out. "Mine," in a deep growl, dipping down to lick at Huaisang's throat again, to chew lightly on his skin. Huaisang is his omega, his mate, and he has no desire to stop taking him anytime soon.
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A thrill spirals through him at Nanami's claim, heart and pussy both giving a clench of gratitude and desire. "Only yours," Huaisang vows breathlessly, tipping his head up as Nanami gnaws at his throat. Shudders ripple through him at each bite, and he tightens his thighs around Nanami's hips, possessive, as his hips lift into each thrust. He wants to be filled with him utterly, to envelop every part of his beloved. "Only ever yours. Need you so much."
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And yet here he is, marrying the second young master of the Nie Sect. Him, a disciple with nothing but his reputation to his name. It really does put things into perspective. And now here he is, with an omega of his very own. Huaisang is a beautiful, perfect omega and his heart is already bursting with a fiery need for the other man as they make love here together. Only yours, Huaisang breathes out against him and Nanami lets out something of a broken whimper, a part of him cracking open at that and finding such warmth at the assurance he will never be alone again.
He wants to come. He wants to make Huaisang come again. He wants... to not stop either. He wants to fuck all the way through the night until the next morning. He's never had sex before but now, buried inside of Huaisang like he is, he can't bear to part. He whimpers again as he smashes his lips against Huaisang's and kisses him with a near feral need. One of his hands moves to curl against the back of Huaisang's throat while the other curls around his middle, holding him tight to Nanami's chest.
As the kiss breaks, against his mouth Nanami continues to pant. "Mine... mine... mine..." over and over, aching with a deep need and an emotional vulnerability that's left him feeling raw and selfish. He never thought he'd be here, he never thought he'd have anything this wonderful in his entire life. And now here he is, and here he has it.
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"Kento, my Kento," he whispers the words, the softest of purrs in the reverence of how he says his husband's name. His arms curl gently around Nanami, fingertips trembling against his scalp as Kento's golden hair spills down around them both.
This time, his orgasm rolls through him in deep, lingering waves, making him tremble and arch against Kento's hold as his cunt squeezes possessively around Kento's thick, heated length. Wrecked little gasps spill from his lips, whimpers and little cries stuttering between his breaths.
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Oh, what an alluring thought that is.
Nanami shudders and he'll lean in to press his lips to Huaisang's scent gland, dragging his fangs across his throat and teasing him with the prospect of a bite. He knows he'll have to bite Huaisang later, to make this even more official, but he shouldn't do it while they're having sex. That would be irresponsible, and he knows better. Still, the temptation of it has his body reeling.
He doesn't stop fucking Huaisang, even after his orgasm hits him. Just continues to drive himself in him, over and over. He wants to knot him, he thinks. Wants to fill him with his come and knot his pussy and make it so they're unable to pull away from each other. The thought makes Nanami groan helplessly. God, being with his perfect omega wife is just... it's so good and any doubts or insecurities Nanami might have had about this marriage fade away as their bodies continue to move together.
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