marlowemuses | Lover, I know you're weary

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Lover, I know you're weary

It was a subtle thing. King Auguste wasn't sure how long it had been going on without him noticing. Months. Perhaps even years--Laurent was an introspective creature, and Auguste hadn't thought to look for signs of Laurent's infatuations. Laurent was nineteen now, and Auguste supposed that Laurent must have started feeling romantic attraction years before, but Auguste had never noticed. Laurent was still his baby brother, bookish and shy.

Laurent trotted after them everywhere. He was like a cat, in that it was hard to tell he liked you at all until you noticed that he took care to be in the same room as you as often as possible. Nyx was Auguste's best friend and his trusted guard captain, and it was often the three of them together. They were Auguste's closest and most trusted advisors.

So it took Auguste some time to notice that Laurent's eyes followed Nyx around a room. Even when he noticed, he thought that Laurent had developed some suspicion about Nyx. It took longer for Auguste to notice that on very rare occasions, Laurent's lips would part when he looked at Nyx and an expression of yearning would cross his face.

It was sweet, and at first Auguste dismissed it as a crush.

After four months, Auguste realized that Laurent was in love, and that he would never say anything and Nyx would never notice. So he hatched a plan.

It took some time for him to get a chance to speak to Nyx alone without Laurent present.

"I have a strange request to make of you," Auguste said. His eyes lingered on the door where Laurent had recently left.

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"I do," Emryn snaps, looking like he's trying to figure out how to go around the solid wall of Nyx in front of him. "And I will thank his unwashed guardsman to step aside, you--"

"Say another word about my guardsman," Laurent warned, smoothly hooking his arm through Nyx's, "and I'll have you thrown out of this court." He didn't know what was behind Nyx's bizarre behavior, but he wasn't about to tolerate insults to Nyx, especially not from Emryn.

Nyx stiffens ever so slightly at the touch on his arm, trying to mask his surprise at Laurent's swift defense of him. The prince's hand rests lightly upon his bicep, but the touch is searing all the same, fingertips unexpectedly warm through layers of satin and stiff velvet. Has Laurent ever laid a hand on him like this before? He must have, even just in the course of Nyx's normal duties; dizzily, he remembers instructing the young prince with a sword, adjusting his grip, lifting him onto a steed and swinging up behind him, but that had been years and years ago. Caught in the sudden spiral of memory and lacking a better response, Nyx keeps his mouth shut and his expression blank, striving to look no more than a stone carving blocking the man's way.

Lord Emryn, however, has no such compunctions.

"Ha, you'd do such a thing-- insult a noble over the disposition of some mongrel? I would have expected better manners from the Crown Prince-- or at least a better understanding of the situation, now that the King has finally tired of his pet barbarian and seeks to pass his castoffs to his brother." Sucking in a deep breath, Emryn's sneering expression now turns toward Nyx. "Whatever regard His Majesty might have held for your antics in the bedroom, you should have known better than to go above your station, pretending that you belong here among your betters."

Laurent's ignoring all of this, having turned to signal the guards the moment that Emryn defied him. They approach while Emryn is ranting, and Laurent addresses them, not wasting any further breath on Emryn.

"Lord Emryn has forgotten himself. Please escort him to his chambers and assist him in packing his things."

He keeps his hand where it is on Nyx's arm.

Emryn's face turns from red to white to purple, and he somehow manages to puff up even further in indignation.

"Forgotten myself? How dare-- is it true, then? That you and His Majesty have been subverted by barbarian wiles? What next, then? Will you allow the foreign hordes of paupers to overrun-- Unhand me at once, you-!" His indignant cries fade into the distance as the guards haul him away, and Nyx glances sidelong at Laurent, trying to judge the expression on his face.

"So... that went well." Nyx's voice is very dry, tinged with a rueful edge. Should've known that his interference would only make things worse.

"Subverted by barbarian wiles," Laurent murmured to Nyx, with a playful little lift of his brow, but the humor was hidden away a moment later. The entire court was looking at them now, and whispering about what had happened.

Stepping away, Laurent nodded once in approval, as though Nyx had been only following orders. "Well done, Captain Ulric," he said, for the court to hear, and continued along his way as though nothing at all had happened.

Auguste lifted his brows curiously as they approached, and Laurent gave him an arch look in return, taking his seat at the table beside the king. "I hope you thought through the consequences of whatever the fuck you're up to," Laurent hissed.

Coughing once and hiding his grin behind his hand, Auguste didn't respond. Laurent elbowed him.

Well, at least he still has a job for another day, Nyx finds himself thinking with something approaching amusement. That, and Prince Laurent hadn't seemed to take offense at his high-handedness. Even if he had only been obeying Auguste's orders, if Laurent wanted him gone, he'd be gone.

That glass of wine in Laurent's hand, though... over the last couple of months, Nyx had noticed Laurent's propensity for drink during court. He hadn't said a word, of course, it just hadn't been his place. Still, Nyx finds himself glancing down upon Laurent from time to time, a faint pinch of worry between his brows.

Laurent manages to get through dinner relatively without incident. He's seated beside Auguste, with an elderly married nobleman to the other side. The conversation between them stays innocent, and Laurent barely touches his wine.

Afterward, however, Laurent's cup comes with him as he leaves the table. He glances toward Nyx, making sure his guardsman is still with him and ready, and then he descends into the ballroom, expression cool and distant. He's approached almost immediately by a portly gentleman in his 30s who has recently been too oblivious to notice Laurent's disinterest but harmless enough that Laurent hasn't minded his persistence as much as he minds people like Emryn.

"Your highness!" Marquis Pellio bowed ostentatiously as he approached. "I must insist upon a dance."

Nyx soon comes to realize that this is... maddening. Sure, Laurent is safe from his would-be suitors for the time being while he's seated next to Earl Clarus with the twinkling eyes and the kindly smile, but he had never before been so keenly aware of how many people had their eyes on the young prince at any given moment, desire writ in the way they incline their heads as if to listen to in on the sound of his voice, in lingering glances and charming smiles angled to catch his attention. Not for the first or last time, Nyx wonders if Auguste has gone utterly stark raving mad. How is he supposed to stand between Laurent and this... onslaught?

Not that he won't try his damndest all the same.

So he's prepared when Marquis Pellio attempts to approach, shooting Laurent an apologetic glance as he lays a light hand on his arm and cutting in once more.

"My lord, I must apologize. I have claimed His Highness's first dance of the night." And perhaps all the ones after, if it comes to that.

Laurent turned, surprised but hiding it well, and stepped into Nyx's arms in confirmation and acceptance of his words. He allowed a passing servant to take the cup of wine from him. "Which of us is leading?" he asked, settling his hands on Nyx's chest. Whatever madness had overtaken Nyx, it didn't seem to be subsiding, and it seemed most likely that he hadn't confessed the full breadth of the orders Auguste had given him, but Laurent wasn't about to draw attention to it. Besides, the thought of dancing with Nyx made his heart flutter. He could afford one dance to indulge his infatuation.

"You'd better lead," Nyx mutters out of the corner of his mouth, grateful for Laurent's willingness to play along with what must seem like a matter of gross overreach on the part of his guard. Some other noble may very well have had him exiled on the spot, and Nyx wonders with grim amusement if Auguste would intervene once Laurent found his interference tiresome enough to punish him for it. "Lest the Marquis have a heart attack and drop dead on the spot."

Pellio is currently still gaping, even as Nyx gingerly takes Laurent's hand, setting it to the small of his back. After all these years, Nyx is a passable dancer, but Laurent is a prince and trained courtier. He'd probably be more comfortable taking the lead.

"Your opposition to dancing evaporated rather suddenly," Laurent murmurs, starting to lead Nyx in the dance. He keeps his movements simple and easy to follow. His expression is impassive and unreadable, which is normal, but he's lacking the playful sparkle in his eyes that Nyx might expect from him in a situation like this. "Are you going to tell me what's really going on?"

"What, can't I just be overwhelmed with the desire to show off my new charge?" Nyx replies sotto voice. His voice comes out as a low purr as he instinctively resorts to his fallback of flirty humor in uncomfortable situations before good sense has a chance to interject. Oh, blast. Oh, damn. This is how he might have responded to Auguste in the privacy of His Majesty's chambers: outrageously ham-handed flirting and bad innuendo that neither of them took seriously, stupid jokes to alleviate the undeniable tension and pressures of ruling.

But Laurent isn't Auguste and this isn't the king's quarters. Embarrassed by his own idiocy, and yet aware that he must remain unshakeable in his role as Laurent's guard, Nyx swallows back the faint flush that threatens to spill over his cheeks, staring steadfastly ahead. "Looks like some of your nobles are already trying to decide if they should challenge me to a duel. Weren't you hoping for some entertainment tonight, Your Highness?"

Laurent's guardedness sharpens at the first jest and reaches icy by the second one. Though he continues the dance, he's stiff now and the movements are automatic. "No. I would be very displeased to have my guardsman start a duel for reasons I do not know or understand."

It's a second chance--a last chance--for Nyx to explain his strange behavior. Even if Auguste has put restrictions upon him as to what he can and cannot reveal, Laurent cannot accept a situation like this, having his hands tied socially and Nyx acting unpredictably.

Nyx can't quite hide his wince at Laurent's stern tone and icy look. How much is he allowed to reveal of Auguste's orders? The King hadn't told him to keep everything close to his chest, but Nyx had never been particularly good at games of words and omission. Better to fall deaf and mute and take whatever consequences fall his way than to betray his liege's directives.

But this is Laurent asking him, and beneath the clear note of command there's a faint tinge of bewilderment, unhappiness in the stiffness of his spine and in the wariness in his eyes that Nyx can't help but want to soothe away. Even if it's not his place.

"Let's just say, Your Highness, that I have clear instructions to keep myself on a very short leash when it comes to your..." How the hell is he supposed to put this? "...virtue."

Nope, that wasn't it. When Nyx puts it that way, he sounds positively nefarious. Still, too late now to take it back, so he just plows on forward, trying to mask the moment's awkwardness with a crooked smile that hangs wicked and weary on his lips.

"Consider me your overly protective guard dog, Your Highness." Just then, he happens to meet the gaze of one of the nobles lingering upon the edge of the dance floor, glaring daggers in their direction-- specifically in Nyx's direction. Nyx flashes the woman a lazy smile, unoffensive and perfectly pleased, just barely manages to quash a sigh as she scowls. "Woof."

Nyx is so ridiculous and awkward that Laurent can't help but soften, reassured by Nyx doing his best to be truthful despite whatever restrictions Auguste put on him.

"I want to leave now," Laurent murmurs to him, ceasing the dance and starting to move toward the door, trusting that Nyx is coming with him. He doesn't care about the murmurs when he doesn't finish the dance. They've got people murmuring plenty already.

His eyes meet Nyx's briefly once they reach the relative safety of the hallway. Laurent's expression is defensive and wary, but his trust of Nyx has returned. Whatever is happening, he doesn't think it's Nyx's doing.

Making his way down the hall to his brother's room, Laurent nods to the guards and waits for them to open the doors for him. He knows perfectly well that Auguste is still back at the court, and may not be back for hours. "Send for wine," Laurent orders one of the guards as he heads into Auguste's private antechamber to wait. He knows perfectly well that no one else would be allowed in to Auguste's rooms without invitation and that Auguste will be informed at the door of his visitor.

Flopping down onto a couch in the semi-formal antechamber that Auguste uses for only his most private audiences, Laurent's eyes fix upon Nyx, studying him carefully. "Auguste told you--what, not to let anyone speak to me privately? Is he out of his mind?"

"Something like that."

Sounds about right, if he was being honest. Nyx keeps his hands behind his back, spine straight and shoulders tense, forcing himself to not shuffle beneath Laurent's searching gaze. Veretians being Veretians, very few of the people who approached Laurent did so with only a single objective in mind, but flirtation could account for a good number of them. In the past, Nyx had had to chase off overly persistent suitors and lustful rakes with an eye to adding the young prince as to notch to their belts, but always with Auguste's blessings and Laurent's thankful expression to spur him on. But now...?

Laurent is of age, after all-- what if he took a liking to one of his fellow nobles? What if he wanted some privacy of his own, without the King's hound dogging his heels?

"I don't presume to know His Majesty's intentions." Said stone-faced, about as close to agreement as he can manage without confirming anything outright. Auguste wants to grant me a title and strip me of everything I worked for, everything I protect. Earned, my ass. I want to protect you, but not like this. "I..." Nyx looks away, unable to hold Laurent's gaze. "This wouldn't be by my choice."

"I understand that," Laurent says. He gestures to the opposite end of the couch in invitation. "Sit. We're friends. I understand this isn't your choice."

His gaze lingers on Nyx, however, searching for any additional clues in his expression. "My first theory, of course, was that there was some hint of assassination and Auguste wanted me ignorant in order to keep me from stiffening up and giving away that I had something to be wary of. Clearly that's out. Or that Auguste suspected me of something and was using you to hamper my movements. Also out. And you're genuinely out of the loop. So Auguste is up to something, possibly involving marrying me off. Thoughts?"

The question is a trap. He doesn't even need to hide it, when it comes to Nyx.

"Uh..." There's Nyx, master of keeping secrets. Good thing Auguste had given him very little to work off of, besides the knowledge of his own impending... promotion. If that's what it could be called. But perhaps Nyx's inability to answer is answer enough, in a way. An assassin or some suspicion of treachery is undoubtedly the sort of scheme where the king would have involved his Captain of the Guard, given him a full briefing and instructions. Something involving politicking and the nebulous preparations of marrying off a prince?

...Perhaps not.

"I couldn't tell you, Your Highn-- sorry, Laurent." Nyx shrugs a little helplessly, shoulders stiff even as he takes a seat on the other end of the couch. "It's all beyond me. He didn't give me any instruction for how to carry out my orders either, other than to... uh, get it done."

Feeling rather useless, he finds himself adding: "Maybe he just got tired of all the court rakes leering whenever you walked past. As if any of those lot even have a chance."

Laurent rubs at the bridge of his nose, head aching. A guard comes in with his wine goblet and a refill decanter and he receives it gratefully, waiting only until the guard leaves before he drinks.

"I certainly don't mind the reprieve from being pawed at by half the court," Laurent comments, slumping back against the couch and stretching one leg out with a sort of aggressive idleness. "But I do mind being caught wrong-footed like that. I need to know what's expected of me, or else you and I are going to spend a few weeks avoiding the court entirely."

Draining the first cup of wine, Laurent lets it dangle from his hand and tips his head up toward the ceiling. "We could leave the court. Visit some of the provinces and crown holdings."

Nyx hesitates at the suggestion-- somehow, it seems... a little too easy, a little too convenient a solution. Escape the confines of court, the stiff necked nobles, the eager, honey-tongued courtiers with their hungry eyes affixed upon Laurent, hell, maybe even make that round of the border outposts he'd just been thinking about. After all, Augustus hadn't decreed that they stay within the palace, or even the capital.

"I... if that is what you wish, Your Highness." Caught off guard, Nyx defaults back to formalities once more. After all, it doesn't really matter what his preferences might be. Auguste had given Nyx his orders; if Laurent makes the decision to go on a grand tour of Vere, he would follow without question.

Laurent shot Nyx a challenging raised eyebrow at the use of his title. At which point his mind took the opportunity to float the idea of climbing into Nyx's lap and kissing him until the titles stopped.

Immediately looking away, Laurent reached for the decanter of wine to refill his goblet. A guilty blush colored his cheeks and he internally berated himself for the infatuation.

Auguste rescued him a moment later by strolling into the room. The king did not seem surprised to see either of them.

"Oh, look, it's my keeper," Laurent drawled, greeting his brother with a glare. "So you demoted and insulted your guard captain, and I'm to be babysat at all times. Is he also required to watch me sleep?"

"Good evening, Laurent, Nyx." Auguste unfastened some of the heavy attachments on his formal tunic, and picked up the decanter of wine, moving it to a table out of Laurent's reach.

Laurent glared furiously at him.

With Auguste's entrance, Nyx doesn't know if he should feel worried or relieved. Auguste alone holds the answers to Laurent's questions, questions that Nyx himself would very much like to have answered. And yet... if the King has some deeper design in mind or prefers to keep his own counsel-- or hell, just wanted a change in the Guard and so shuffled Nyx into this new role, who is Nyx to gainsay him?

"Good evening, Your Majesty." In sharp contrast to his attempt at formality with Laurent, Nyx is rarely ever so formal with Auguste. But right now, not knowing his own purpose or where he stands with the King...

"I'm sure you'll be happy to hear that I've stopped no fewer than three attempted assassinations against Laurent today. In fact, Marquis Pellio very nearly caught and talked him to death."

Laurent's mouth quirked at Nyx's sass, grateful for it. He felt like he had Nyx on his side, and that was a nice feeling. He wasn't used to Nyx prioritizing him over his brother.

"Admirably done," Auguste praised Nyx. Not standing on any ceremony before the two of them, Auguste began to loosen the complicated laces at the throat of his tunic.

"How am I supposed to take this as anything but an insult?" Laurent pressed, hoping to force Auguste onto the defensive. "You don't trust your brother and your captain of the guard. What is it, you've gone paranoid and suspect me of designs on the throne?"

"You know it's not an insult," Auguste said, unruffled. "You know I'm up to something."

"I could help," Laurent said, studying his brother intently for any clue.

Auguste smiled, enjoying Laurent's frustration with a puzzle he couldn't solve. "No."

"You intend to marry me off," Laurent accused.

"Yes."

Laurent went very still, with streaks of color forming high on his cheeks.

Beside him, Nyx stiffens as well, barely masking the dismay that flashes through his eyes.

"Auguste, that's..." Nyx trails off, not sure how to phrase his protest. Not sure if he even ought to protest. As Captain of the Guard, he'd stayed well out of the games of power, of politics and nobility, save when he intervened on the King's orders. But surely if Laurent were to be married, it should be for a love match. Not... for the game of power and alliances, as Laurent's phrasing seems to imply.

Maybe he's misunderstood.

"Isn't it a little early to be considering such things?" A weak objection, certainly, but Nyx can't think of anything better at the moment.

“He’s nineteen,” Auguste answered. “That’s plenty old enough.”

“If it’s a woman—“ Laurent started.

“It isn’t. I’ve taken your preferences into consideration. Male, handsome, muscular.” Auguste smirks a little as he lists off qualities.

Laurent’s surprised that Auguste knows all that. He didn’t think Auguste had ever paid that much attention to the things he kept secret. He flushes, tense and careful not to look at Nyx, who epitomizes the description. "There must be some advantage in the union. Are you selling me for an alliance?"

"I'm not telling you that."

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