marlowemuses | Sweet Obsession; for fatherssins

While part of him wanted to rush in to get that immediate, desperate satisfaction, this was more than just a carnal night of pleasure, it this was Alucard giving himself to Ashley. As wonderfully agonising as it would be, he wanted to make it last. He chimed a soft 'Hm' to that first comment, happy to have those legs securely around his middle, he reached forwards and rested both of his cool palms on Ashley's sides. He explored the soft curve of his waist, memorising the texture of his skin; its soft, tautness. His digits delicately ran up his lover's sides, gaze occasionally flicking to Ashley's face to see if he reacted. "You--" he began, voice muted and soft "--are so beautiful."

This sweet sentiment was then somewhat lost in the awful request Ashley sent Alucard's way. The very thought of doing what he'd suggested made the dhampire's heart skip a beat and, perhaps more disconcertingly, made his mouth feel wet with saliva. An audible swallow and he looked away, not repulsed or offended, but clearly very aroused by that request - so much so that he couldn't look his lover in the eyes. "I... I would try, but you... you mustn't look at me when I do." a second's glance then he looked away again "I could not bare it." It wasn't that Alucard felt that he was lowering himself to something vulgar, it was more that those big, dark eyes did things to him and having them penetrating him in the act of fellatio could prove to be too much for him to cope with.

Not waiting for a response, the dhampire shifted to kneel at the edge of the bed (still almost fully clothed), it was easier like that to lean over Ashley - which was exactly what he did. Another, hard gulp and he hunched over, opening his mouth, his extended canines just visible as he inched closer to lick the very tip of Ashley's cock, as if testing the taste.

"How can you ask me to look away from the most entrancing sight I've ever seen?" Ashley murmured, unable to keep from staring at him as his beautiful, ethereal lover bent his head to lick the head of his cock. Whimpering with pleasure at the light touch, Ashley's lashes fluttered, breath quickening. "Alucard," he whimpered, fingers still tangled in a sheaf of Alucard's beautiful, silver-gold hair.

"I'm yours," he vowed, because he wanted to guide his lover into a sense of comfort with touching and exploring Ashley's body. He wanted desperately to be explored and admired, and hated the thought of Alucard holding back or--worse--denying them both what they desired.

His fingertips skimmed over Alucard's jawline, amazed by the sight of the beautiful dhampire between his legs. "I do not wish to ever belong to anyone else. Only you. My Alucard."

He could feel those dark eyes on him, despite his pleas to not have that excitement added to his already high levels of arousal. Mouth engaged and unable to talk Alucard shot Ashley the most desperate of looks, his brow furrowed and his lips parted, fangs just visible. It was a look that spoke of a longing that he'd buried for so many years. A need to be close to someone, to feel want and to be wanted, Ashley had given him all of this in a matter of days, his world had been turned upside down.

Alucard leaned into the touch on his jaw, like cat scenting its possession. His eyes slid shut for a moment of peace before he leaned a little lower, curling his pale lips around Ashley's shaft. A wave of lust coursed through his veins, electric and numbing, he felt all of those pounding insecurities and questions ebb away into a single, hot thought. He wanted to please Ashley and to feel pleasured himself. Alucard's cheeks sucked in as his mouth was engulfed by Ashley's cock, saliva pooling in his mouth and catching at the corner of his lip. He was nowhere near as skilled or elegant as Ashley had been when roles had been reversed earlier but his enthusiasm counted for something.

Alucard was unable to take all of Ashley into his mouth as the alien, tickling feeling at the back of his throat made him feel like he was suffocating and he had to pull back. Which he did, until at the head once more, breathless, shooting his lover a dazed and aroused look before bobbing back down again. Not only was Alucard messy in his first act of fellatio but he was somewhat noisy; sighs deep with desire were coupled with wet, sucking noises. Had he more sense and less lust he would've controlled himself, but in his current state he had lost track of how he was acting.

As his sloppy blowjob continued, Alucard's hand found Ashley's inner thigh and, inch by inch, it crept up his skin until he found Ashley's testis, delicately stroking them, memorising their shape and texture.

Ashley was likewise loud, not bothering to contain any of his gasps and moans of pleasure. He whimpered pleadingly for more, letting both of his hands tangle into Alucard's soft, shining hair. The wet of Alucard's mouth and his generous affection was more than enough, and Ashley loved the feeling of being explored as Alucard learned how to pleasure him.

"Alucard," he sighed, letting his body fall back against the pillows and his eyes close, focused on the blissful sensations from Alucard's mouth and fingers. "Feels so good. I'm yours, all yours, my Alucard."

He offered no advice, wanting to simply let Alucard explore for now. Ashley was in no hurry, though he eagerly wanted his lover within him, and to belong utterly to his Alucard. His thighs spread wide, offering all of himself to Alucard's wandering fingers, and his hips strained upward slightly, eager. "I want you."

Alucard felt light-headed; between the ever-increasing arousal he felt and the way that Ashley spoke to him it was almost too much for the inexperienced dhampire to bear. Lifting his head momentarily from Ashley's crotch, lips wet and breath hot he spoke. "Sweet Ashley," he cooed, his lust exhausting him, or so it sounded "I want you too." Those golden eyes of his looked down with a mix of arousal and adoration, gazing affectionately into the eyes of his new lover for a long moment before they travelled down Ashley's body to his exposed, open legs.

The hand which had gently nestled itself in Ashley's balls slowly inched down, his touch feather light; exploring and inquisitive. For the time being he didn't have anything to soften and lubricate his touch, but he wasn't adding any undue pressure on anything sensitive, simply touching, stroking and caressing that delicate stretch of skin and what it led to. "I want to be in you."

Ashley whimpered with lust at Alucard's words and Alucard's touch. He rocked his hips up against that gentle, exploring finger, trying to get more contact, yearning to be penetrated. "Yes," he begged, grabbing for the bottle of lube and pushing it along the covers toward Alucard.

His patience had all dissolved in a moment with those words from Alucard, and all he could feel was the yearning desire to be taken. His long red hair spilled all around him, shifting against the covers as he writhed. "Please. Open me up. Please, Alucard, I need you so much."

It was as though his lust had taken root in him, directing his thoughts and then his body. As if in a trance, Alucard calmly picked up the lubricant that had been edged closer to him and, passively, squeezed out a healthy dollop of the stuff onto his fingers, rubbing them between his digits to coat them. While the lube was cold to the touch it quickly shifted to a warmer temperature in his hand. Alucard swallowed back any anxiety he felt about his lack of experience and his fingers, now slick with a transparent liquid, returned to Ashley.

Eyed locked on where he was touching Ashley he gently rubbed his middle and forth finger back and forth over that pert little nub of flesh. "Ashley." The dhamprie sighed, his voice ripe with arousal "Sweet thing." he added with great affection as his middle finger gently probed his lover's entrance. He made a point not to add too much force or pressure, the action was repetitive and slow, easing in bit by bit until, with no real exertion, he found that digit had been swallowed to the second knuckle.

Ashley's lips parted on soft, needy little pants, fingers clutching at the bedsheets as he watched Alucard between his legs. Eager for him, Ashley's hips lifted shamelessly into the touch, chasing the movements of Alucard's finger and trying to get him inside and deeper. He was impatient by nature, not caring if he was too rough with himself, but Alucard's gentle care with him and Alucard's praise made Ashley want to melt into it. "Feels good," he whimpered, still trying to fuck himself on Alucard's finger. "Want you so much. Want you in me, filling me. More, please, please, Alucard."

Biting down hard on his own lip, Ashley's head arched back against the covers, brow furrowed with need and yearning even as he savored the exquisite pleasure that Alucard offered.

Alucard responded with a deep groan filled with desire, eyes quickly flicking up to glance at his lover's expression filled with lust, then back to where his fingers were. With some trepidation he began to ease in a second finger so that both middle and forth were sandwiched together and slipping back and forth in his lover, preparing him for what was the to come.

As he did this, his other hand opened the zip of his trousers and he pulled out his cock which was aching for Ashley. "Is it enough? Can I...?" He couldn't quite bring himself to finish the question, a mix of anxiety and anticipation stopping him from doing so.

Ashley whimpered longingly at the sight of his lover's cock, reaching for it and drifting his fingertips distractedly over the shaft. He was torn between his yearning for Alucard and his knowledge that Alucard was larger than he was used to taking, and that it would hurt if the two of them were too impatient. "Three--three fingers," he said, wiggling against Alucard's hand. He wanted to enjoy the fingering, but he was far too impatient to have Alucard inside him, and it had been far too long for Ashley without sex.

"Fuck me, please, now," he begged, as soon as he could tolerate the three fingers inside of him without pain. He didn't care if it hurt a little. He needed his Alucard, and it felt like he'd been waiting forever.

Luckily (or perhaps unluckily) for Ashley, Alucard took that first comment to heart and despite his burning desire to put himself into his lover he delayed their union just a little longer. With the same gentle, rocking, ease he slipped a third finger into Ashley; this was his index finger and Alucard found this notably more awkward than adding his ring finger to the middle. The forth and first finger touched, making a sort of triangular shape which the dhampire very, very slowly inched into his companion. His eyes were fixed on the sight of his digits rocking back and forth into Ashley and this coupled with the vulgar pleas and heavy breathing was chaotic music to the love-starved dhampire's ears.

The moment that Alucard felt the friction of his fingers ease he could wait no longer and with his other hand firmly gripping Ashley's hip he pulled out his fingers (probably quicker than he should've) and used that hand to guide his cock; now throbbing with a terrible need, to the hole he had been so carefully loosening. "Ashley..." he whispered "I'll... do whatever you want." and with that he pushed his rock hard dick in with a deep, shuddering groan.

Ashley cried out with pleasure as Alucard pushed into him. He was big, so big, and Ashley's muscles stretched around him, pinging with objection at the strain. Arching beneath his lover, Ashley whimpered with bliss, lashes fluttering closed again as he savored the intense mix of pain and pleasure, the feeling of completion at being united with his lover.

"Alucard," he whimpered, eyes opening again so that he could fixate upon Alucard's face and Alucard's entrancing golden eyes. "I'm yours. I'll always be yours."

He wanted this, just this, the perfect obsession and sweet adoration that existed between the two of them, to love and be loved by the most beautiful creature Ashley had ever seen. He was enrapt by the image of Alucard above him, spilling white-gold hair all around and between them, and the mix of devil and angel that he saw in his nosferatu could not be more perfectly fashioned to Ashley's tastes. His legs tangled around Alucard's waist, keeping him as close and as deep as he possibly could.

It was only now when he was this close to Ashley that he realised how he had longed for companionship. Punishing himself for what he was with years of loneliness coupled with the centuries of tireless denial of the affection. As time had passed he had forgotten what it was like to be touched, to be held and eventually thoughts of another's voice spoken softly with affection had also left him. Yet, here he had found it, by accident or fate, in the arms of a young man who had been on the edge of madness. Alucard wondered if this communion had saved Ashley or if it would end up damning him as well.

Alucard moved himself with an agonisingly slow thrust, enjoying the deep sensation that came with being inside Ashley. Another euphoric groan as he felt his groin flush against his lover's and he caught Ashley looking at him, dark eyes drinking in his unabashedly aroused state. A small, fragile part of him wanted to look away and hide the shame of his lust but so possessed by it, instead he locked his gaze with Ashley's before leaning in closer and meeting him in a deep, passionate kiss. Still wearing most of his clothes their union had a desperate, rushed feeling to it.

(... omg. So apparently I wrote up this tag and then never hit send?)

Ashley's fingers tangled into his lover's hair as they kissed, tight and utterly possessive. His thighs pressed tight on either side of Alucard's hips, keeping their bodies locked together as he surrendered to the kiss. Holding nothing back, Ashley gave himself utterly to the kiss, yearning to be possessed. He belonged to Alucard now, in every way. As spoiled and demanding as Ashley could be, he gave himself in love without any reservation.

Whimpering and moaning as they kissed, Ashley rocked against him, not holding back any of the pleading little noises that filled his throat.

[oopsies :D apologies for my late response too!]

Never before had he been so deeply smitten by another person and in all his years of feeding on the living had Alucard never drank so deeply of someone; devouring Ashley with each barbaric thrust and swallowing back his taste in their kiss. It was the dhampire's first time and he had been resisting the urge to give in to his inexperienced desires but each euphoric thrust was sending agonising waves of pleasure through his body and already he felt the pressure building in him to release again. Back arched over his lover he leaned in to whisper: "Ashley... I-I can't resist."

"Don't resist," Ashley purred, rapturous with bliss as his lover moved within him. "Own me. Possess me. Claim me. Please, Alucard. I want to be yours entirely." Shivering beneath Alucard, Ashley rocked up into each thrust, hands staying in Alucard's hair, wanting to be surrounded and filled utterly by his lover. "Alucard," he said, like a prayer, losing himself in the pleasure and not ever wanting to come up for air. He wasn't close enough yet, but he didn't care, wanting to enjoy this feeling forever. "Alucard."

While the dhampire comprehended the need to balance in a relationship and how pleasure needed to be mutual he was much too far gone to understand the imperfection of this union. As much as he wanted to lead his lover to that pinnacle of pleasure his mind was elsewhere, he couldn't ignore the throbbing need to give in to that desperate ache and those sweet, tempting words Ashley fed him only increased his hunger.

His thrusts became less measured; careless and bound by his fever for his pleasure. Hiding his expression in the crook of Ashley's neck, forehead sweltering against the bed linen he moaned into the mattress desperately as if his will itself was breaking in two. No words could form but the sound alone would've signalled the raw lust as the dhampire came for a second time with Ashley. This had been different from before though, no aided pleasure but the euphoria that came with their two bodies mingling together in hot, writhing passion.

Ashley's pleasure tilted into mirth as he realized that Alucard had just come. Giggling with delight and adoration, Ashley locked his legs around Alucard's waist, keeping his lover inside of him.

All smiles, Ashley tilted his head, catching Alucard's lips in a sweet kiss that was interrupted by more giggles.

"My Alucard." Ashley kissed his nose, then melted back into the sheets, satisfied with his accomplishment even though his body was still aching for completion. His fingertips skimmed down Alucard's spine, giving him time to recover. He knew well enough how to keep a lover hard so that they could go for another round, but he wasn't sure if Alucard was up to that just yet, and preferred to just bask in the pleasure and affection that was immediately available.

That soft chatter of laughter echoed hazily in Alucard's skull as he slowly regained his composure, his senses returning to him bit by bit, feeling those familiar soft lips on his and the clutch of his lover's legs around his middle. The dhampire shuddered deeply as the last drop of pleasured left him and the sobering notion of leaving his companion unsatisfied hit him, making him feel that familiar pang of self-consciousness.

Swallowing hard and dry he moved to roll beside Ashley, to catch his breath, the moment the redhead released him from his grip. When he eased himself out of his lover he audibly gasped and the shudder that followed it was equally as intense. "I'm..." He stammered, trying to speaking but his words were hoarse and brittle "I'm sorry... I must have disappointed you." And this was all said with Alucard avoiding Ashley's eyes, he couldn't look upon someone whom he had taken so much from but he had given so little to (or so he thought).

Ashley only laughed again at Alucard's self-doubt, peppering kisses over Alucard's nose and cheeks. "I am ever so pleased," he said, winding his arms around Alucard's neck and cuddling him. "I think we ought to go to a sex shop. I'd like it so much to have a plug in me to keep your seed in until you're ready to go again."

Wicked and playful, he grinned at Alucard. "You could use your mouth on me again. Or your hand."

A flurry of blinks and his lips parted in surprise. While Alucard hadn't expected Ashley to chide him for his lack of willpower he was pleasantly taken aback by his positivity to having been left wanting. "You aren't... upset?" The dhampire enquired, brow raising and the worry on his face ebbing into a more recognisable expression of peace and contentment. "I was so concerned that--" he was part way through his sentence when Ashley added his rather naughty idea about some additional purchases he wished to make. The sentences never finished; words were swallowed in Alucard's shock and the incredibly intimate nature of that comment. To have someone as dear as Ashley want something so filthy from him, a damned, monstrous creature, made their union all the more addictive; tainted even, and there was something deeply exciting about that.

Whilst staying close to Ashley and enjoying his embrace the dhampire could not help himself but look away at this overwhelming cocktail of emotions rushing through his head. "Ashley," he finally spoke, voice just above a whisper "you say such awful things." While the words may have been misconstrue to those of discipline the tone of the dhampire's voice hinted at approval and great affection.

"You say awful," Ashley teased him, kissing the tip of Alucard's nose, "but I feel certain that you mean wonderful."

Yearning for Alucard's approval and praise, Ashley faltered briefly, worrying that he had gone too far and disgusted his precious lover. Ashley very rarely felt any form of self-doubt or remorse, but he desperately craved approval from the very few people that he fixed his affections upon. Previously Arkady, and now his exquisite Alucard. "You aren't displeased with me for saying that, are you? For wanting that? I'll do anything to please you, but it is true. I want all the deliciously awful things with you."

Pressing close, he nuzzled at Alucard, expecting to have praise and reassurance lavished upon him, as was his due, as had always been his experience.

For someone who was so deeply insecure to see his lover doubt himself, even for a second, had Alucard fretting twice as much as usual. Having physically shied away from the comment Alucard now rolled onto his side to face Ashley, one hand raising to cradle his jaw delicately, his skin cool to the touch. "I could never be displeased with you, ever. Truth be told... the comment was," his eyes darted away, not put off but embarrassed, shy even. "well, I've never known someone to want so very much of me so intensely and--" he hesitated again, clearly inexperienced in sharing his more private thoughts "--oh dear, I apologise, I'm not being very articulate." his mind was far too cluttered with Ashley's dirty admission "it's simply that I feel guilty for enjoying such awful statements like that. Not to say that you're awful, you're as far from awful as anyone possibly could be--" and Alucard felt himself talking in circles, his brow furrowed at this, clearly frustrated.

"Tell me how much you adore me," Ashley commanded, since that was far more interesting than Alucard's self doubt. He kissed Alucard's nose again to reassure him, smiling with warm affection as he guided Alucard's hand down between his legs. "And touch me, please? Or... or, I'd like it best if you used your tongue on me. Inside me."

Thrilled by the deliciously wicked suggestion, Ashley grinned and bit his own lower lip with yearning. "Or your mouth on my cock and your fingers inside me, if you prefer. Please, Alucard?"

Alucard smiled, a rare thing, as his expression shifted from concern to comfort. There was something so wonderful in Ashley's honest demands that made him realise just what his lover wanted from him and that guidance was most welcome. "Oh Ashley," the dhampire cooed, fondly, "you must know how fond of you I've grown to be in a matter of days. I've never been this close to anyone before, really, I feel like I've known you for the longest time." There was a lot of sweetness in this admission which was quickly forgotten at that deliciously base request.

The dhampire's hand found its way to Ashley's groin and his cool fingers curled around the familiar shape of his cock, his strokes measured and careful. "But--" he swallowed, glancing down the perfect arch of his lover's body "--you'd prefer that first option best, wouldn't you?" The thought was so filthy yet he found himself excited by it. "Would you... tell me? Tell me what you want and I'll do it just as you want it."

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