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My Boyfriend (Who Lives in Canada)

Satoru loved his friends. He loved college, the freedom and connection of it, the knowledge and collaboration. He loved sitting around a lunch table with his friends, chattering on about nonsense and teasing each other.

And he was a little bit in love with his roommate, Suguru, who was seated beside him at the table. The six of them were crammed in to a booth that was only designed for four, so Satoru was basically mashed up against Suguru's side, their thighs sealed together and their shoulders brushing every time one of them moved. It felt electric, and Satoru was trying to ignore the little zings of desire that shot through him every time Suguru moved, or how his arm stretched out along the back of the booth, so close to being draped over Satoru's shoulders.

At the moment, Satoru was regaling them all with the story of some girl who had asked him out, and he hadn't realized that she was asking him out until the fourth(?) attempt when she'd finally gotten exasperated and just demanded are you gay or something?

"What'd you say?" Shoko asked, idly curious but not super invested, spinning her spoon against the bottom of her empty bowl.

"Oh. Just, like, no, I'm just not interested."

"Yeah, same as you've said every time someone has asked you out," Utahime contributed, with a little snort. "More likely you're just ace."

Silence descended around the table, somewhere between shocked and awkward. Satoru stared at her, lips parted, and for a moment he genuinely considered it. Am I asexual?

But then Suguru shifted very slightly, either out of awkwardness or intent to say something, and his arm brushed against the back of Satoru's neck. The bolt of lust that went through him shot straight to his cock. Right. Not asexual.

"I'm not," Satoru insisted, the words spilling indignantly from his mouth before he could think about them. "I have a boyfriend."

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Satoru blinks twice at the suggestion. He's startled, not knowing how he feels about that, but his hole clenches around Suguru's fingers and his cock gives an interested gush of precum, body reacting to the idea even while his conscious mind is still catching up. He thinks of collars mostly as a punk thing, or for catgirls in anime or fashion.

It does occur to him that he'd make for a cute catboy, though it's not something that he's thought about before.

Distracted by this train of thought, Satoru snaps back to reality as Suguru lines up, the head of his cock a heated kiss against Satoru's entrance.

"Suguru," he murmurs, knowing he's still tight but choosing to trust anyway, not offering any objection. He moans as Suguru pushes in, back arching up at the intensity of it and head falling back, eyes wincing shut. It stings, even more than the first time. That was more like a discomfort, as he remembers it, while this stings. His legs try to tighten around Suguru, but his instinct is still to pull him closer and cling to him, not to try and reject this.

Satoru does feel tighter than he has before, and Suguru does take a moment to apply a little more lube to his cock, hoping it'll help. He doesn't actually stop, though, continuing to press deeper into Satoru. With Satoru's legs around him like this, there's no stopping— and Suguru doesn't want to. He wants Satoru to feel this, to remember his touch, to think about it the next day and the next, so when the next boy tries to flirt with him, he recalls this moment.

"You can take it, sweetheart," Suguru says, dropping his leg and leaning forward to kiss Satoru lightly. The movement drives him a little deeper into Satoru. "You're so hot inside, so tight around me."

Satoru accepts the kiss gratefully, soothed by it. Whines spill from his throat along with the moans. He winds his arms around Suguru, nails digging into his back, clinging tightly to him as Suguru slides deeper and deeper. "You're so fucking big," Satoru murmurs, brushing his nose against Suguru's, nuzzling at him. "Suguru."

He shifts, squirms, as if getting a different angle will ease the intensity of this, but there's no angle that will make Suguru any smaller, and he knows he's only making it worse for himself.

Giving a squeak as he feels Suguru's hips tuck close against him, Suguru's pubes tickling at the tender skin of his cleft and around his rim, Satoru's breath quickens for a moment, then he laughs softly. "With a little bell?"

Suguru can feel the press of Satoru's nails digging into his back, making him moan into the kiss. He loves it when Satoru leaves marks on him like that, even if they are hidden beneath his shirt, subtle reminders to Suguru that Satoru was clinging and holding on to him firmly enough to mark.

"Big enough to satisfy you," Suguru says, grinning and shifting as Satoru wriggles beneath him. He drags a hand down his side to grab his hip, holding him in place until Suguru is fully sheathed inside him, buried as deep as he can go. "No one else would be able to satisfy you like this."

And he loves that thought.

The question catches him off guard. His brow furrows for a moment. "What— oh." He grins, almost feral. "Would you like that? A little bell that rings every time I fuck into you, so much that you get hard every time it chimes."

Satoru moans as Suguru holds him in place like that, making him take every last inch. His broad hands so strong and solid, easily keeping Satoru's narrow hips where he wants them. Still instinctively trying to squirm, Satoru arches beneath him, breath coming in ragged little gasps.

He's so full, and he loves how claimed that makes him feel. He wants to belong to Suguru, wants to know that he's making his boyfriend feel good.

The mental image of a little bell on a collar around his neck chiming with every thrust makes Satoru dissolve into giggles. Laughter shakes his body, jostling him around Suguru's cock, which interrupts the laughter with hitches of his breath and whines, body arching up again as he tries to squirm.

"What a Pavlov--" he starts to say, but laughter claims him again. Maybe no little bell, or they'd have to be careful with it, he thinks. The threat of getting hard every time it chimes is too likely.

Suguru stops when he's fully buried inside Satoru, but his hands don't move just yet, still keeping a firm grip on Satoru, even as he tries to squirm. It's nice holding him in place like that, keeping him still and just where Suguru wants him.

The laughter is unexpected, but he loves the sound of Satoru's giggles, especially when it was inspired by something he said. It's incredibly infections, and Suguru finds himself grinning down at his boyfriend.

"Maybe Pavlov was on to something," he teases. He punctuates his words with a small, shallow thrust of his hips, rocking into Satoru. "It would be convenient to know just how to turn you on all the time."

"You do. You already do." Satoru moans happily at that thrust Suguru gives him, making him squirm and strain in his neediness for more. "The way you touch me, talk to me, look at me--fuck. Suguru." He pouts up at Suguru, wide-eyed and pleading. His thoughts aren't organized enough to even know what he's pleading for, he just knows that he wants. "Suguru."

His arms tug at Suguru, trying to urge him on, to tug him down for a kiss, anything. He feels half-feral with his need for his boyfriend, not caring about anything else in the world but having Suguru right here, buried inside of his body. "Need you. Want you. Claim me."

The words send a shiver down Suguru's back, making him gasp slightly and capture Satoru's mouth in a hasty, messy kiss. "You've got me," he murmurs against Satoru's lips. "Always."

But he knows a little better than Satoru about what he wants. What he needs at this moment. He pulls back some, to give him better leverage as he fucks into Satoru. He isn't rough yet, keeping his thrusts slow so Satoru can adjust a little to him. But he doesn't keep that pace for long, gradually moving faster, hips driving in deeper as he fucks Satoru. "You'll all mine. Only mine."

Satoru gets louder as Suguru speeds up, moans and cries delighted and needy. He grips tight to Suguru, nails digging in and clawing at him in his efforts to draw Suguru closer, trying to cling to him and urge him on all at the same time. "Yes--yes, yours. Made for you. Only for you."

He writhes beneath his boyfriend, squirmy as ever, trying to get more without having enough logical thought to actually organize his movements toward an effective goal. "My--my love, my boyfriend, my--" He feels like he wants to say something more, something else to indicate his belonging to Suguru, but he doesn't have any ideas. It's a puzzle too difficult for his pleasure dazed brain to process. "My Suguru."

"My Satoru," Suguru says in return. He lets go of Satoru's hip, reaching up to cup his chin, tilting his face so Suguru can kiss him again. It's messy, mostly tongue and lips fumbling against each other as he continues to fuck into Satoru.

Eventually, he lets go of Satoru's chin, hand shifting to his neck, and curling around the slim column of his throat. He doesn't grip too tightly, not enough to cut off air, just enough so that Satoru knows his hand is there. He has to lift up a little, looking down at his beautiful boyfriend as he thrusts into him.

"My beautiful, darling Satoru," he murmurs again. "All mine, forever."

Satoru moans into the kiss, head lifting as he tries to chase it when Suguru pulls away, whining at the loss. But the whine cuts off in surprise at the firm hand curled around his throat. It's another new and unexpected element for them in the bedroom, and Satoru's not sure how he feels about it.

But he accepts it, not consciously aware of how it calms him. His body relaxes, squirming eased, eyes fixed on Suguru as though he's the center of the universe.

Without being able to effectively clutch at Suguru like this, Satoru lets his hands drop to the pillow beside his head, just giving himself over to the rising pleasure, drifting on the crests of it easily, not thinking about anything. His hips keep stirring, straining lightly against Suguru's grip, trying to grind against him as Suguru fucks him, making him feel so good, making him feel loved and desired.

"Suguru," he murmurs again, worshipful, gazing up at him like he's something divine.

Unlike Satoru, Suguru can feel how it relaxes Satoru's body, although he doesn't think too much about it. He doesn't necessarily want to choke Satoru, but it felt right to hold him in place like this, keep him pinned, and make a claim that feels special to both of them.

"You're so good for me," he murmurs, his hand flexing around Satoru's throat, staring at him intensely. Sex with Satoru always feels good, but the way he melts and lets Suguru fuck him, and still keeps stirring, is so heady, so intense that it's easily and quickly going to Suguru's head.

He keeps his gaze on Satoru, watching him carefully to make sure he's still breathing, and eventually he does have to let go to get better leverage, fucking him from a different angle. He's sure to hit his prostate, wanting to make Satoru melt around him.

Satoru's already unbearably aroused, but it feels like something beyond his usual needy intensity. He feels calm and relaxed, and yet simultaneously extremely aroused. When Suguru shifts his angle, Satoru moans, hips lifting into each thrust. "Suguru," he murmurs between moans, never looking away from his boyfriend. He barely lasts more than three thrusts beyond the new position before he spills over the edge with a cry, body shuddering beneath Suguru, brows knit with the exquisite pleasure. "Su--"

Suguru can feel how Satoru tightens and clenches around him, and the way he spills between their bodies. "That's it," he whispers, "come for me, sweetheart."

He keeps fucking him through the orgasm, only shifting once the tremors leave his body and his cock stops jerking between them. He continues to fuck him roughly, seeking that edge for himself; it doesn't take long before he's coming with a moan, spilling inside Satoru. He collapses forward on top of Satoru, laying there for a moment before attempting to roll to the side.

Suguru gives him perfectly what he needs, drawing out the orgasm with slower, deep strokes, but the moment that his body starts to relax, Suguru's pace quickens again. Gasping cries slip from Satoru's lips at the rougher thrusts, and he squirms beneath Suguru, almost struggling, overwhelmed by the stimulation on his oversensitive body. It's something they've discussed, though, something that he's been clear about--he wants Suguru to keep going. He likes it that way, likes the intensity of it, and likes feeling a little like a plaything for Suguru. Once, he was able to come again in under a minute, hitting a second climax without ever coming down from the first, but that's something they're still figuring out. Sometimes it's too much and he's twitchy and petulant after Suguru finishes.

Hugging his arms possessively around his boyfriend once Suguru collapses on him, Satoru nuzzles at him, wanting to stay close. "That was ... something else."

It takes a moment for Suguru to catch his breath, and he nuzzles at Satoru's neck, peppering it with kisses while he waits to speak. Finally, he lifts his head, looking at Satoru.

"Did you like it?" he asks, slightly worried. Satoru's body reacted so beautifully, but that doesn't mean anything if he didn't enjoy it. "It was intense."

"Yeah." Satoru smiles at him, lazy and content, reaching to brush Suguru's hair back from his face. "Our best yet, I think. You were so hot." His heart thumps as he stares at his boyfriend, feeling so lucky and so in love. "Dunno if it was especially effective at dissuading me from letting people flirt with me, though. Like, if that's what's gonna happen, that's definitely more like incentive to try and lure people to flirt with me. Get you all hot and jealous."

He scrunches up his nose at Suguru, pulling a face in order to tease him, then leans in to steal a kiss.

Suguru huffs at that, rolling his eyes. He doesn't entirely believe Satoru would flirt with people just to make him jealous, although it was really hot to take him back and claim him the way he did. They could certainly do more of that.

He goes willingly into the kiss, tugging Satoru closer as they kiss. He doesn't want to let go yet, even though he knows they should clean up before they get too sticky. Suguru's usually the one to insist on that, but he wants to savor the afterglow now.

"I'm always hot for you," he points out when they break apart. "Seeing you flirt is just going to make me rougher."

"Again, not exactly dissuading me from flirting," Satoru keeps teasing, grinning at him.

For now, though, he trails a fingertip over Suguru's chest, tracing the lines and planes of his musculature. Thoughtful and processing through the events of the past hour. He watches his finger's path, admiring Suguru's physique, then pauses, eyes flicking back up to Suguru's face. "Were you serious about the collar? Or was that just sex talk?"

The question isn't completely out of the blue, considering that Suguru had brought it up during sex. But it takes him a moment to process, thinking back to what he'd said. It had been words bandied about in the heat of the moment, a possessive streak sparked by seeing someone attempt to flirt with Satoru, and Satoru responding.

His gaze drops to Satoru's neck, fresh marks in the shape of Suguru's hand and mouth already blooming across the pale skin. They're visible marks that Satoru belongs to someone, although they'll fade with time.

Was he serious about the collar? He wasn't not serious about it....

"Do you want one?" he asks instead of directly answering.

"I..." Satoru hesitates at having the question turned back on him, looking a little lost. He searches Suguru's face, having hoped to get a better handle on the topic based off of how Suguru answered. Now he's uncertain again, because he doesn't know what it means or what he's signing up for.

"I don't know, Suguru." Satoru's voice is soft, and he nestles close again, nuzzling at Suguru's shoulder and feeling strangely insecure about his ignorance. "I don't know anything about that kinda stuff. I kinda like the idea, but if it means something in particular you're gonna have to tell me."

"I don't know much about it either." Which feels awkward and weird to admit, especially considering that he has the most experience between them. But very few of his encounters leaned into anything heavy; he hadn't thought about possessing someone in the past, certainly not the way he wanted to possess Satoru. "I've seen people wearing them before at clubs I've been to— not sex clubs, just bars and such— and I know it wasn't just for aesthetics. It was more for kink things."

Beyond that, he's at a loss. He knows it's deeper than some kink thing, but he hadn't ever thought to ask or look it up.

He wouldn't even know where to get one. A pet store? There are clothing stores that cater to the alternative crowds, but a spiky collar doesn't seem appropriate.

But he would like to see Satoru with a mark, something that notes him as taken and belonging to Suguru. A wedding ring, but not— not somehing they would have to explain to their families or anything. That feels selfish; his stomach clenches at the thought. Satoru isn't someone he can just possess and own, like a pet.

He exhales slowly, mind still racing.

"Maybe we should look into it. It can be something we just do during sex."

"Let's look into it," Satoru agrees, appeased by this solution. His head lifts again and he offers his boyfriend a smile. "I'd like that. And if we look into it and we don't like what other people are doing, we can figure out our own thing, whatever's right for us." He cups a hand against Suguru's cheek, admiring him for a moment before giving him a warm kiss.

He doesn't linger in the kiss, pulling back to study Suguru's eyes again. "You know I'm yours, right? No one else could ever compare. Especially not that loser. I don't want anyone else touching me. I want to be only yours, only ever yours." His brow furrows a little with worry. As much as he enjoyed the possessive sex, he's a still concerned that Suguru might actually be upset. "Do you trust me?"

Suguru slips an arm around him and pulls Satoru closer, snuggling in as much as he can, given their positions. His hand splays across the small of Satoru's back. "And if you like it, we can look into getting you a collar."

He leans into the kiss, a little surprised when Satoru pulls away so quickly, having expected the kiss to be much longer. He's about to ask why he stopped when Satoru speaks up. His words are a relief, although Suguru still feels something complicated he can't name.

"Of course, I trust you." That was never in question. "And I didn't think you wanted him to touch you, although I was shocked when you started flirting back." He runs his thumb in a small circle on Satoru's back. "You hadn't shown interest in anyone before we got together, and I'm sure that's still true."

“I’m not interested in anyone but you,” Satoru agrees insistently. He fidgets, embarrassed and a little uncertain of his own motivations. “I… Suguru… I’ve never gotten to flirt with anyone before. I always hated the idea of anyone thinking they had a chance and then bothering me and I’d have to get rid of them and it would be all awkward. It made me squirm. I just wanted people to stay away.”

Biting his lip, Satoru looks away, worried again that Suguru was going to be displeased with him for his misbehavior. He never cared what anyone else thought about him, never wanted anyone else's approval, but he intensely wanted Suguru to be proud of him and pleased with him. “But in this case I knew it wouldn’t go anywhere. I was safe with you. If he thought he had a chance he’d learn the truth quickly enough. I could… just enjoy the attention, smug in the knowledge that I belonged to you. I like the idea of other people being jealous of us. Lots of people want you, but you’re mine. And lots of people want me, but they can't have me. I belong to you."

His arms tighten around Suguru's shoulders, clingy and possessive.

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