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My Boyfriend (Who Lives in Canada)

Satoru loved his friends. He loved college, the freedom and connection of it, the knowledge and collaboration. He loved sitting around a lunch table with his friends, chattering on about nonsense and teasing each other.

And he was a little bit in love with his roommate, Suguru, who was seated beside him at the table. The six of them were crammed in to a booth that was only designed for four, so Satoru was basically mashed up against Suguru's side, their thighs sealed together and their shoulders brushing every time one of them moved. It felt electric, and Satoru was trying to ignore the little zings of desire that shot through him every time Suguru moved, or how his arm stretched out along the back of the booth, so close to being draped over Satoru's shoulders.

At the moment, Satoru was regaling them all with the story of some girl who had asked him out, and he hadn't realized that she was asking him out until the fourth(?) attempt when she'd finally gotten exasperated and just demanded are you gay or something?

"What'd you say?" Shoko asked, idly curious but not super invested, spinning her spoon against the bottom of her empty bowl.

"Oh. Just, like, no, I'm just not interested."

"Yeah, same as you've said every time someone has asked you out," Utahime contributed, with a little snort. "More likely you're just ace."

Silence descended around the table, somewhere between shocked and awkward. Satoru stared at her, lips parted, and for a moment he genuinely considered it. Am I asexual?

But then Suguru shifted very slightly, either out of awkwardness or intent to say something, and his arm brushed against the back of Satoru's neck. The bolt of lust that went through him shot straight to his cock. Right. Not asexual.

"I'm not," Satoru insisted, the words spilling indignantly from his mouth before he could think about them. "I have a boyfriend."

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Satoru's body recognizes Suguru before his mind catches up. He breathes in the scent of Suguru--his skin, his sweat, his deodorant and conditioner--and his body relaxes. His mind registers it a second later, and he lets his weight lean back against Suguru, tucking into his arm. His hand curls around Suguru's wrist, encouraging it to stay on his hip, pressing it tighter toward his body to help tighten the embrace.

The guy blusters, surprised by this new development, but because he's a bulky frat boy he's not willing to be driven off by a polite scolding alone, and the reprimand embarrasses him. "Excuse you, we were having a conversation. It's incredibly rude to interrupt. Maybe your boyfriend was looking for something better."

Satoru makes an indignant snort, though he simultaneously presses himself harder back into the crook of Suguru's arm, wanting out of this interaction. Even though he got himself into this to some degree, by not blowing the guy off immediately, he wants Suguru to get him out of it. Suguru's always been better at handling social situations that have Satoru out of his depth. "No one's better than Suguru."

With the encouragement to grip tighter, Suguru's embrace tightens, fingers digging into Satoru's hip as he holds him closer. He still doesn't look at Satoru, studying the guy who had been flirting with his boyfriend. He looks the guy over; tall, bulky, some stupid frat boy sort who doesn't understand the danger in Suguru's voice or his words. Suguru isn't worried about taking the guy on, confident in his martial arts abilities.

"It's not rude when he was pulling back," Suguru points out, offering the guy a fake smile. "He's not interested you, or anyone else for that matter." Even if Satoru hadn't chimed in with his comment, he would have said it. He knows Satoru isn't interested. "Keep your hands to yourself the next time you try to flirt, especially with someone's boyfriend." And don't flirt with Satoru, he doesn't say, but he turns his head finally, kissing Satoru's cheek, and looks back at the guy, all traces of his normal polite veneer wiped off his face.

"We've got better things to do than deal with this loser," Suguru says, and squeezes Satoru's hip. "Ready, Satoru?"

Satoru's breath hitches a little when Suguru's grip tightens to a point that's almost painful, and he feels his cock starting to harden when Suguru's words grow more barbed. "Yeah, baby," he murmurs, flustered, shifting to loop his arm over Suguru's shoulders.

"He was flirting with me," the frat boy snaps, fuming, but he can tell he's lost this match, with Satoru practically melting into his boyfriend's embrace. Turning, the poor idiot storms off.

Satoru's arm tightens over Suguru's shoulders, wanting him close, even though he's not entirely decided whether he wants to seek comfort or if he should be worried about being in trouble.

"Don't mistake someone being polite for interest," Suguru says to his back, amused now. "That's what those incel losers do." But the guy isn't worth his interest, especially now that he's stormed off.

Suguru's grip loosens a little, but he keeps his arm around Satoru and glances at him again. He looks a little annoyed, but it's not a big idea "I was too far away to hear anything, but it did look like you were flirting a little, until he reached out to touch you." He lifts an eyebrow. "What did he say to get you talking?"

Suguru isn't used to Satoru talking to many people, beyond their friends, let alone chatting with people who were flirting. Maybe he didn't realize that the guy had been flirting? Maybe Suguru should point out those things a little more so Satoru would understand, and keep ignoring the idiots trying to flirt with him.

But more importantly— "Do I need to remind you that you're mine?"

It feels possessive to say that, but he's still annoyed about seeing a guy flirt with his boyfriend.

Satoru's grip only tightens. He turns toward Suguru, leaning his weight into Suguru's chest, face tucking in against the side of Suguru's head. "Thanks for coming to my rescue."

If there had been a physical threat, Satoru could have dealt with it no problem. It was the social aspect of it that rattled him.

"I was," he confesses against Suguru's hair. His arm clenches around Suguru's shoulders, still worried he's going to be scolded. "I was enjoying the attention. The power of knowing he wanted me and couldn't ever have me. I wanted to watch his hopes crumble when you came up and kissed me."

Nuzzling into Suguru's hair, Satoru nips at the curve of his ear, breath warm and teasing against the skin. He tips his hips forward, letting Suguru feel that he's half-hard. "It was hot when you got bitchy at him. I liked that. And I don't think I need to be reminded I'm yours. I wouldn't forget. I think I need to be reassured I'm yours. No one else can touch me. Please. I wanna go home."

'Home' may just be a dorm room, but it's theirs, so Satoru still calls it 'home'. He wants to be alone with Suguru immediately.

"It made me wild to see him flirting with you, and then trying to touch you." Suguru did not like that at all. He doesn't mind if Satoru hugs their friends, although that's pretty rare, and he didn't expect to react to seeing someone flirt with Satoru simply because of that. But a wild fit of possessiveness hit, and he can still feel the desire to claim Satoru raging through his veins.

When Satoru presses against him, nuzzling against him, Suguru's arm tightens around him, and he takes a deep breath, smelling the scent of Satoru's shampoo and conditioner and his unique scent, now mixed with Suguru's. He flexes his fingers on Satoru's hip, and gives him a quick kiss, nipping at his lower lip.

"C'mon," he says, guiding Satoru away from the building and toward their dorm room. He doesn't let go of him, keeping him close as they walk.

Satoru makes a pleased and reassured sound at each nuzzle and kiss, and he's glad to walk quickly as they head back to their dorm together. He fumbles out his keys, getting the lock open swiftly, practically falling through the door as it opens.

Dropping his keys instead of trying to shove them back in his pocket, because that would take too much time an effort, he turns fully toward Suguru, both arms around his boyfriend's shoulders as he pulls him close. He trusts that Suguru will manage to get the door closed behind them, and so Satoru lets himself forget everything else, caring only about getting to be as close to Suguru as possible. He feels a need for him that's utterly desperate, and a strange, fluttering fear--skittish that Suguru will be angry with him, skittish about the thought (however implausible) of anyone else touching him. "Suguru."

Suguru does manage to get the door closed before Satoru pulls him into his arms. His arms slide around his boyfriend, tugging him closer, and then he spins them so he can press Satoru up against the door.

"No one else is ever going to touch you, Satoru," he whispers, pressing his lips against Satoru's in a shallow kiss. "You're all mine. They might want you but they'll never have you."

Talking about it does a little to soothe the feelings in his gut, although the burning desire to possess him thoroughly still lingers. Suguru deepens the kiss, pressing him more firmly against the door, and sliding a hand over his hip and thigh, encouraging Satoru to wrap a leg around him.

Satoru groans gratefully into the kiss as he's pressed up against the door, safely trapped by Suguru's warm, strong body. "Please," he begs, shuddering with the force of his emotions. "I need to be yours. Please. My Suguru. I need you."

He gladly hooks his leg around Suguru's hip, arms tight to keep his boyfriend close, and moans as Suguru kisses him more deeply. His body spasms, arousal so intense that it hurts, burning in his veins. That shaky fear is settling into a craving. He needs to know that he belongs to Suguru, needs to know that Suguru wants him and won't let him go. Grinding his hips against Suguru's, Satoru doesn't have the slightest bit of shame in the fact that he's already achingly hard. Need makes him tremble, fingertips tingling, and his breath comes in quick little gasps.

"You're all mine," Suguru reassures him, groaning against his lips. He rocks against Satoru in a clumsy pantomime of sex, too desperate to really rut against him properly. "Always."

He pulls back a little, enough to pull Satoru away from the door, hands sliding around him and down to his ass to scoop him up. It's easy to carry Satoru to the bed— they've long since pushed their beds together, to make it easier to fuck and sleep— and he drops Satoru on the bed, quickly following him down, pressing him into the mattress.

"People think they can flirt with you but it doesn't mean anything. They'll never have you."

Satoru shudders gratefully at the reassurance, clinging tight to his boyfriend as though he might dissolve away if Satoru lets go.

Yelping and then laughing as he's picked up, Satoru winds his legs more fully around Suguru's waist, keeping him close as they tumble onto the bed.

Grateful at the words, heart pounding, Satoru gazes up at him with a yearning, almost lost smile, struggling to believe that this is real and he really does get to belong to Suguru. He is this lucky. "Always?" he repeats, liking the implication that this is a lifelong thing. Maybe multiple lifetimes.

"Always," he confirms. They've been dating for three weeks now; it's marked on Suguru's calendar, and he is romantic enough to remember the exact date. And he's smart enough to know that there are honeymoon phases. But Suguru can't imagine a world without Satoru, and if Satoru is in his life, then they're together. "I'm never leaving you."

He kisses Satoru again, rocking his hips against Satoru's, which is easier now that they're prone. But there are too many layers between them, and Suguru breaks away from the kiss with an annoyed sound, sitting up and pulling off his shirt.

Satoru takes the immediate opportunity to drag off his own shirt, tossing it aside, then fumbles open the fastenings on his jeans. Those are his only two priorities in the moment that they're apart, and even as he's fumbling with his jeans, his eyes linger on Suguru's chest, staring at the view. His boyfriend is unbelievably attractive, from his beautiful face to his impressive body, and Satoru can't help getting distracted.

"You better not," he whispers, eyes lifting to Suguru's face again, drawn into the warm gold of his eyes, entranced by what he sees. "You're mine."

"All yours, baby." Suguru stares down at him for a moment, equally entranced. Satoru is so gorgeous, splayed out like this beneath him, and all his. Something dark and dangerous curls in his chest, fierce possessive desire to keep Satoru all to himself.

Tossing his shirt aside, Suguru leans down and kisses him again, although this time his hands wander over Satoru's chest, cupping his pecs, fingers seeking out his nipples. He keeps his touch teasingly light at first, thumbs brushing over them until they're stiff peaks. It doesn't stay light for long; his teasing gets meaner, fingers pinching and twisting at his nipples.

Satoru moans greedily into the kiss, hands sliding up into Suguru's hair so he can steal his hair tie. He slips it around his own wrist, groaning with pleasure into Suguru's mouth as his boyfriend's dark hair spills down around them both, teasing at Satoru's cheeks as they kiss.

Arching up into the touches, Satoru grinds his hips against his boyfriend's. His movements are uncoordinated but eager, seeking pleasure without thought. The teasing touches elicit little gasps from him, and he's not expecting as Suguru pinches harder, treating Satoru more roughly. He moans into Suguru's mouth, fingers tightening in Suguru's hair, and his body writhes beneath Suguru, seeking more and simultaneously trying to squirm away from those intense touches.

The sensation of Satoru writhing beneath him isn't exactly new, but it triggers something different in Suguru, especially as he tries to squirm away. Suguru drops more weight on him, trapping his hips and legs, and he pinches Satoru's nipples a little harder, just to elicit more gasps and moans from him. Listening to his little sounds is always arousing to Suguru, and it hits even harder after seeing a guy flirt with his boyfriend.

"You sound so hot," Suguru says against his lips. He scrapes his teeth against Satoru's lower lip, tugging a little, then lets go, and drops his head to his chest. He lets go of one nipple, replacing fingers with his mouth, tongue a soft, soothing contrast to the earlier teasing.

Satoru gasps in surprise as Suguru presses down atop him so much more heavily in a way that makes him feel pinned. His hips give a little jolt, cock throbbing, and he twists beneath Suguru, caught between pain and pleasure at the sensations and achingly hard because of it.

Twitching at the praise, Satoru looks startled up at him for a moment, heart pounding in his chest, but then his eyes fall shut as Suguru's tongue sweeps across his nipple, caressing the overstimulated flesh. He moans loudly in response, pulse pounding in his neck and cock.

"Suguru," he says, a slight urgency in his voice to draw his boyfriend's attention. But then instead of holding Suguru's gaze, he tips his chin up and to the side--baring his throat. The only hickey he's got there is several days old and fading, relatively easy to overlook.

"Hmm?" Suguru makes a sound in the back of his throat, then looks up, eyes skimming over Satoru's chest and up his neck. His smile curves into something wolfish. "I've been neglecting something, haven't I? Something that would let people know you're taken."

Suguru shifts again, raining kisses over Satoru's chest and drags his nose up the column of Satoru's neck, pausing to nuzzle against his pulse point briefly. "You sure you want to remind me of that, Satoru?"

Not that he gives Satoru a chance to respond before attacking his neck, pressing his mouth here and there, deliberately sucking hard on his skin, occasionally nipping. Once, he even bites— not hard enough to break the skin, but certainly hard enough to leave a mark.

Satoru shivers, breath coming in little hitches as Suguru works his way up his chest and neck, anticipation buzzing under his skin. Then he moans as Suguru starts marking his throat to fulfill his unspoken request. He's achingly hard, legs tangling fully around Suguru to keep him close, hips grinding up against him in response to the arousal flooding his brain, blurring all his thoughts.

He yelps at the bite and bucks, but there's no objection. One of his hands stays in Suguru's hair while the other slides down to the middle of his back, pressing against his spine to encourage him to stay close.

His breath has been quick little gasps for too long under this onslaught and he starts to feel a little dizzy from both the lust and the hyperventilation, but he can't organize enough of a thought to care about that. He's floating in the pleasure of the moment, wanting Suguru to continue forever.

While Satoru had at least been a little smart in undoing his pants, Suguru hadn't, so he was left with his pants still on, cock now straining against them as he rolls his hips against Satoru's. He doesn't want to let up to undo them, although he does slow down, lifting his head from Satoru's neck for a moment. "Like that?" he asks teasingly.

The answer will be yes. He wants to hear Satoru say it.

He slides a hand between them to fumble with his fly. It doesn't go smoothly, so he rolls off Satoru for a moment, undoing his pants and shoving them down, along with his underwear, and kicking them aside. He's back a second later, stretching out on top of Satoru and pressing him down again, hands hooking into his pants and shoving them down.

Satoru whines as Suguru pulls away, though he's too loopy and dazed to make any real objection. His hands fall back to the pillow beside his head and he watches Suguru with greedy eyes as his boyfriend strips. "Like that," he whispers, letting his fingertips drift over the damp, tingling skin that Suguru has just marked.

Lips parting at the sight of Suguru naked, Satoru takes him in hungrily, eyes flicking from Suguru's strong torso to his thick cock to his long hair sliding over his shoulders. He's still distracted as Suguru starts pushing down his pants, but he wiggles out of them readily enough, kicking them away so that he can get skin on skin as he gets Suguru back between his legs.

"Please," he begs--a word most people don't think he knows, but Suguru earns so easily from him. "Please fuck me."

Suguru loves it when Satoru begs him like this, suddenly aware of words like "please" and "thank you." He looks so pretty, with his white hair and starry eyes sparkling beneath him, that Suguru often has trouble resisting him.

"You want me to show you all the ways you're mine?" Suguru asks, as he tosses clothes over the room, unconcerned where they land. He fumbles for the lube, kept close to the bed with how often they've been fucking, their supply kept restocked. "Remind you that you belong to me?"

He wishes, sometimes, that he could just plug Satoru up, have him ready to be fucked at a moment's notice. On the other hand, he likes it when he has to stretch Satoru open, feeling him quiver around his fingers, enjoying the delicious stretch and how he can torment Satoru with just his fingers. He savors that now, pushing in a slick finger, and then a second one without too much warning.

"Tell me you're mine."

"Yes," Satoru answers at once, legs spreading automatically as Suguru reaches for the lube. He offers himself up without a thought, trusting his body to Suguru without any of the shyness he felt when they first started fucking.

He moans at the first finger, then yelps at the second, surprised by the rougher handling but certainly not opposed. His hips lift into it, seeking more contact, more penetration. "I'm yours. No one else is allowed to touch me. Even our friends only can because you allow it." A tiny part of his mind thinks that maybe that's fucked up, wanting Suguru to have that kind of ownership and control over him, but most of him finds the prospect so incredibly hot. It makes him feel safe to know that he belongs to Suguru, who always makes him feel valued. "Only yours. No one else has ever kissed me, ever touched me like this."

Writhing up beneath Suguru, Satoru chases his fingers, greedy to be fucked even though his body's still tight. "Suguru."

The words that Satoru says, especially about how no one else has ever touched him or seen him like this, send a wild thrill through Suguru. He knows it's fucked up. Knows too that he shouldn't take such fierce pride in such a thing. He's always been a little possessive, but he managed to control it well when he dated prior to Satoru. Never indulged in the idea of owning someone so thoroughly, never let himself dwell on what it might look like to have someone want to be solely his, even with his exclusive relationships.

But Satoru leans into it without even knowing, offers himself up without hesitation, and makes Suguru dizzy with overwhelming desire to control and possess and own. Someone all his, who needs him and relies on him. Suguru feels valuable, useful, and good for someone, desired for all of that.

He stretches Satoru out with those two fingers, and he might be a little hasty in adding a third finger, impatient to finish this and eager to finally be inside Satoru.

"That's right, sweetheart," he murmurs, voice deep and dark and soft as he leans over Satoru, fucking him with his fingers. His hair spills over them. "You're all mine. None of these frat boys and nerdy fools in your classes can even begin to fathom how much you're all mine. They can desire you and want you so bad they're panting for it, especially when you flirt with them, or piss them off, but we both know they'll never have you."

It's hot to think about Satoru being desired by everyone and knowing that Satoru is all his. Hot enough to make him a little dizzy with want.

Satoru yelps again at the third finger bulling its way inside, heart quickening, but he never looks away from Suguru. His eyes flit over Suguru's face, taking in the details, how fearsome he looks like this. Otherworldly, with his classical looks and his shining dark hair. Almost supernatural. Satoru's so lucky to have him, and so greedy for the fact that Suguru's attention is fixed on him alone. He's determined to keep that attention. It belongs to him now. Satoru wants his boyfriend to stay obsessed with him.

He understands, finally, that this is what he wanted when he'd let that idiot flirt with him. Encouraged him enough to keep going. Kept him talking long enough for Suguru to come out of the building and see it. Getting almost touched had spooked Satoru and rattled his certainty, but he gets it now. He didn't want Suguru to doubt that Satoru is his, but he did want Suguru to prove it. He wanted to feel it in his bones.

Grinning up at him, toothy and feral, Satoru reaches for Suguru, cupping a hand alongside his cheek. "Maybe we can think up some fun new ways to prove it."

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