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Wei YIng | Wei Wuxian | Yiling Patriarch ([personal profile] diditmywei) wrote in [community profile] marlowemuses2019-09-30 06:39 pm

Lessons


Wei Wuxian had lost hope, but his pride had yet to falter.

The Wen Sect had attacked the Lotus Pier, using Wei Wuxian’s bad attitude as their excuse. He’d lost his home and his foster parents, such as they were, and Jiang Cheng had been bent on revenge. It had ended with them here, branded as traitors to the government. He didn’t know what had happened to Jiang Chen, but he assumed that his fate was much the same.

Time had blurred for him, though the unmarked stretches of time formed a pattern. There was the cold gray cell with the propaganda television upon the wall, proclaiming virtues and sins, and the Wen Sect’s superiority over all. There was the processing room, with the bureaucrat who explained his situation. He was now the property of the state. Because of his youth and his appearance (“Oh, are you saying I’m pretty? You’re not really my type, I don’t really go for lump-faced brown-nosers like you…”), he had the opportunity to be a helpmeet, if he would agree to yield to the training.

Wei Wuxian expressed that he was enjoying their hospitality so very much, he could not possibly wish to leave.

And then there was the torture, which went on for hours, until he wept and screamed. They explained to him that this was still a merciful torture, which left no damage. He still had the opportunity to become a helpmeet. He could serve an honorable clan and be well-treated. (“Oh, are you saying I can be someone’s bitch? I hope they’re prettier than you.”)

After the third round of this, they had informed him that this was his last chance. His last offer. If he would yield to the training and accept his role as a helpmeet, he would be fed and given soft clothes and allowed to rest. If he did not yield, he would suffer far more excruciating torture, and then he would be given the opportunity to enter a work camp or to labor in a mine. The more painful torture would leave him capable of work, but it would leave marks. He would no longer be pretty. (“You really are fixated on me being pretty! I understand that you are in love with me, but really this is no way to go about a courtship!”)

They threw him back in the cell.

Wei Wuxian had some regrets about his insubordination. It would perhaps not be the worst thing to be a helpmeet (especially if he was given to a pretty girl who wanted him as a stud!), but he could not endure yielding his pride and kneeling before some stranger. He did not want to become some mindless, simpering automaton. But the alternative was being tortured until he broke or died. Wei Wuxian was shameless, but he was very proud. He decided that he would be tortured to death before he broke and pleaded for mercy.

The next day, he was brought to a new cell. It was not at all what he expected. It was very large and very white, with a great many lights beaming down from the ceiling. There, they made him kneel in the middle of the floor, and chained his cuffs to a ring in the floor behind him so that he could not slump or stand. Wei Wuxian did not mind this so much. He was accustomed to kneeling.

In front of him was a large mirror that took up the whole wall. He suspected that it was a one-way mirror, so that whoever was on the other side of the glass could watch what happened in the room. Probably Wen Chao, he thought. It would be just like him to want to watch Wei Wuxian’s humiliation and torture, and to not do it himself.

He was left there for a long period of time. At least an hour, but he yet again had no way to tell how much time was passing. This seemed strange to him. Surely this was not the new, worse torture they had promised, and he had not yielded or agreed to cooperate, so there was no reason that they would take mercy on him.

Eventually, the door opened behind him. Wei Wuxian was very curious, so he twisted around to look. It was Lan Zhan!

This was a surprise. Lan Zhan was as flawless as ever, in his white GusuLan Sect clothes that looked like he was in mourning. He looked upright and dignified, so he was certainly not a prisoner here. As far as Wei Wuxian knew, the Lan Sect was still held in esteem by the Wen Sect and the government.

They were not exactly friends. Lan Wangji had never liked him, even though Wei Wuxian was always friendly to him and they had even fought together. Lan Zhan was still too uptight, and Wei Wuxian supposed that Lan Zhan found him inappropriate and annoying. He’d said as much! Almost half the words that Lan Zhan had ever said to him were things like ‘ridiculous’ and ‘pathetic’. Wei Wuxian considered him an ally, and would even have trusted Lan Zhan in most situations, but this was not a good situation. He couldn’t think of any good reason why Lan Zhan would be here, unless he had come to take part in Wei Wuxian’s humiliation.

“Do you work for the Department of Re-Education now, Lan Zhan?” Wei Wuxian asked, making his voice light and flippant, as though he had not been exhausted, starved, and tortured for days.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-18 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Lan Zhan noticed the change in his demeanor. He wondered what is he feeling inside, sensing his confusion, but never asked because Lan Zhan has a bit of confusion and disorientation as well. It's difficult for him because it's a sign of weakness and he tries to restrain it.

Though he noticed when Wei Ying tends to wander off, and found him meditating, he never once interrupts him unless it's for class time or meal times or a simple evening together while he's writing or playing music to calm the thoughts that is on their minds, but words is difficult and not spoken out. When they go to sleep, he gives his comforts with kisses and embraces, and whispers his name, but not once desire him until he feels really at home with him.

The idea of having sex again, Lan Zhan was worried if he wanted it or not. It was on his mind until at last, he decided to speak up about it, if they want to try and attempt at being intimate again since the last time they had sex it's back at the center. Now they're both here in his jingshi, his home, and they're both safe and Lan Zhan even added more blankets and pillows on the bed as nights tend to get cold.

"...Mn. Come here. Lift up your hair and I will put it on you." Lan Zhan unbuckles the collar open and placed it around his neck. He fastens in place and made sure it's loose around his neck. "What do you think? I think it looks nice. You can wear it around. When you wear it, you belong to me."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-18 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
This is different. Much slower. Less worries. There's no tests to train for. No guards. Just the stillness of the jingshi between the both fo them. Outside, it's a calm night with the scenes of the mountains.

With the collar fasten in place, Lan Zhan felt he has a power over him, a desire and need to have power over him, to control him, and the pleasure of being his master. While on the surface, he appears calm and serene during the day, doing his duties and chores, when it comes to bedroom activities, it was his subconscious desire. Wei Ying is more than a helpmeet to him, but it will take time for him to accept the idea such as getting married, but for now...he has to teach Wei Ying he is worth more than that, more than the sun and moon itself. He is his lover.

"...Wei Ying." With a sharp inhale of breath, he slowly kisses him back, both gentle and passionate as his answer. Lips on his lips, his hands wander over his body, craving to touch him, removing his robes to undress him to see his pale skin beneath. Feeling his familiar weight on his lap and his surrender and submission as he places his head on his shoulder comforts him as he willing to give his body to him for his own pleasure.

"You're mine. I always wish you to pleasure me whenever I want you too. But you can also ask what you want of me. I wanted to know. What is on your mind for the last few days? You're very quiet, often thinking to yourself."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-18 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Lan Zhan listened carefully. At first, there's confusion. Then there is pain. Are those thoughts is what has been going through his mind? This is his doing, he's pretty sure of it. The damage has been done, so he's not sure what is there to fix and what needs to be fix.

So Wei Ying's silence means he was deeply troubled since they first left, and by his admission, Lan Zhan is responsible for him to think this way. At first, he allows the distance, and then allows Wei Ying to speak on his mind.

Gently, "Wei Ying... We are never going to go back there, understood? I won't let it happen and I won't allow it to happen to you. I hate that place too much. It is my desire for you to be here with me in Cloud Recesses. I want you here with me. I want you home with me. This is where we belong. There is nothing to fix. You shall always be my helpmeet. But I can..."

He swallowed, his eyes darken with impatience. "I can train you here. You are loyal, faithful, and good to me." It's going to take time for Lan Zhan to train him to think differently, but for now...

Right now, Lan Zhan can't think. He just wants to fuck him right here now, unrestrained. He has been longing to fuck him in his own home. Words can't express how deeply he longs for Wei Ying to be here with him. He could have done so since the first day they move inside of his home, and Wei Ying wouldn't resist, but he loves him and respects him to give some space between them and wait. "Wei Ying, you're fine. I want you...I want to take my pleasure of you. Be here with me."

Reckless with his strength, he took hold of Wei Ying's wrists to pull him toward the bed and pins him on the bed on top of him, kissing him fiercely, pressing his lips on his mouth where he swirls his tongue inside while positioning himself between his legs.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-19 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Lan Zhan grips Wei Ying shoulders possessively as he pins him on the bed with his weight, his knee sliding upward between his legs to press on his soft cock. He fears Wei Ying will be taken away from him. He won't let it happen. He heard stories of loved ones being snatched away during the night by the government on grounds of arrests. He knew there is some truth in those stories. He won't let anyone take his Wei Ying away from him.

Just like what his father did before for his mother. Whatever crimes his mother did, he did not know. But he remembered his father locked up his mother in this very same house for her protection and shelter her away from the world to keep her safe.

He will keep Wei Ying safe in this house until the ends of his days. Lan Zhan kisses Wei Ying fiercely, nipping his lower lips, and then sank his teeth on his throat, biting him to leave marks.

"Wei Ying. Take this off..." He commanded and in haste strips his robes and layers of clothes off, and seeing a pair of his nipples, he presses his lips on one nub, curls his tongue around and then sucking it wetly while pinching the other to stimulate his sensitivity.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-20 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Clothes are now off. So many layers, how cumbersome. Lan Zhan's expression soften with pleasure, his piercing gaze hazed over with lust. They fall in their roles which felt natural where he's in charge of Wei Ying's pleasure and his body is for him alone to use.

"Wei Ying, you're so beautiful. I'm going to protect you. No one will you find you here, I promise."

Lan Zhan is going to fill him with promises. Fill him with passion. Fill him with warmth. Golden eyes molten with lust, he draws out his long tongue to continue to flick at his nipples, sucking on them wetly.

"Mn. Fill you..." He took a moment to fetch the oil from the drawer, slickens up his fingers, then spread his legs. "Open up for me. This hole of yours is mine..."

Through the soft pink hole, he pushes his finger inside to wet his tight wall. He loves feeling his tight heat as he wiggles inside.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-21 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Lan Zhan has lost some weight, but he still quite muscle toned in his body. There were some past minor abused to his body, but the bruises are long gone and the light scars are healed.

Lan Zhan took a moment to check for any injuries on his helpmeet also. He cares very much for Wei Ying's being. He gently touches him, and through his warm touch, comforts him, so his touches match his words and his promises.

Quietly, "...Wei Ying." He always loved the way Wei Ying calls him gege, whether he's flirting with him or shamelessly calling him for attention, even though nowadays he was quiet and kept his flirtations restrained due to his worries. He wanted Wei Ying to want him, his master.

He wanted to see and hear Wei Ying's pleasure, as his pleasure is his pleasure alone. One finger sinks inside, he adds another finger, and then a third to gently stretch and scissoring inside of him, digging deeper in the tight heat of his walls, coating the walls thickly with the oil, to find his hidden spot, making him feel good.

"How does that feel? Warmer? It's cold in here, hasn't?" As sometimes, the fire to keep his house with heat is inadequate. In the meanwhile, he lay warm kisses on his chest, licking and sucking on his nipples to warm him up. "I'll keep you warm, Wei Ying."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-22 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
It feels automatic when he calls out to him. He wanted to be one with him all the time, every time, every day. Wei Ying is more intoxicating than Emperor's smiles. He felt his own cock harden and throbbing, desperately wanted to be sheathed inside of him.

"Need you too. I always need you, Wei Ying." He murmured. Wei Ying is so cute begging for it. His breathing is shallow, as he guides his cock to his entrance, already slicked and oiled up, and pushed his cock all the way in, claiming him. "Want you..."

"Ah..." So much better when he's inside of him. He tries to be gentle when he stretches him wide with his size as he helps hooks his legs around his hips as he sinks in deeper, minding how delicate he is.

Granting his wish, he starts thrusting inside. "Been too long, Wei Ying...."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-27 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
Lan Zhan pushes his cock all the way into his soft insides, and he likes to push hard and deep up to the hilt. He waited for Wei Ying to meld to his shape. He's a tight fit, he discovered. In his embraces, they fit together as one. He has been craving to fuck him ever since they left the center, and now they're home in the jingshi, Lan Zhan's desires become unrestrained. He is free while he has Wei Ying belonging to him.

"...Wei Ying. You complete me." He said. Part of Lan Zhan wondered if he resented him, for capturing him like this. But for now, he feels guilty, but he wants him more than anything. He loves him deeply and madly. He wants to bury his cock inside of Wei Ying and teach him who he belongs to until the end of time.

"You're mine." At that, he starts rocking his hips, pushing the cock inside of his body, in a steady rhythm, his lust completely motivates him, wanting to possess him as they used to fuck routinely back at the center at any given day except Wei Ying isn't drugged right now, and Lan Zhan wants him to be aware that he is his master.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-27 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"..." How he longs to do this with him while upkeeping a seemingly normal life to rebuild their lives together. He merely waited, given him plenty of time to meditate with the serenity of Gusu.

He kept Wei Ying pinned down, nearly immobilized him in the same position on the bed. He gathered his wrists to pinned them on both side of his head to assert his dominance as he pressed passionate kisses and bites on his throat to claim him.

"Wei Ying...I think it's different." Lan Zhan answered back in a quiet tone. Part of him doesn't know what else to do other than give Wei Ying the reassurance that they are here, and there's no going back. He gives him a gentle kiss at the corner of his mouth and continues to thrusts inside of him, as he craves connection to his body and his heart the most.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-27 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
By different, Lan Zhan figured things between them are no longer the same. He didn't want them both to stay at the center. It's a prison and a place to get tortured and beaten. In Gusu, they're home. He wants him here with him and where it's safe, and Lan Zhan has his brother.

He doesn't look at him with love anymore. The first reaction is feeling annoyed and frustrated, but that's him being playful. He wanted to teach Wei Ying he is free here, that he is able to say no. There's nothing to fix. But at the same time, it's a contradiction. That he's a helpmeet and he must serve him.

Lan Zhan's weakness is not being able to express in words. "...Wei Ying." That's all he said. At the moment, it's better to reach his finish and cum inside of him. Which he did after he climaxed because his body makes him feel good.

Even if Wei Ying turns away giving him a cold expression in his eyes, that doesn't kill the mood at all. If anything, Lan Zhan continues to kiss him, loving him tenderly and when he's done, keeping him warm, because there's nothing else Lan Zhan can think of to fix him other than the usual routine.

After he's done, the night is quiet and there's peace as he laid beside him on his bed.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-27 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
As Wei Ying drifts off to sleep, Lan Zhan kisses his forehead and stroke through his hair. "..." Lan Zhan has difficulty sleeping and he was confused and upset with himself. Normally a gentleman who is used to perfection: getting high grades on exams, known to be a top student, and hardworking and overachieving, so orderly and rigid is he and following the rules, excel at everything he does, to the point, he doesn't think about others and just himself.

He knew he has a temper by fault. Punching and kicking trees and rocks to vent out his frustrations, and to a point, frustrated with Wei Ying. When it comes to the matter of the heart...

He is always quiet as it's his usual demeanor. "..." Golden eyes staring at the rooftop where he hangs tassels and wind chimes from the ceiling. He's home, not in that prison. Home where the comfort is and Lan Zhan arranges it similar when his mother lives here.

It's good thing Wei Ying decides to sleep first, while Lan Zhan is wide awake for a few moments. The soft glow of the moonlight streaming through the jingshi gives Lan Zhan comfort.

Something is wet in his eyes. It's a rare occurrence when he feels sad as he cries and sniffles to himself from the stress and loneliness of it all until he finally sleeps.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-27 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
The rooster of Gusu normally crows at five am by habit. In the past, Lan Zhan can wake up the same time as the rooster, but he slept through it even long moments after the rooster crows. The bed is too warm and comfortable.

It was Wei Ying's stroke of luck. Lan Zhan didn't wake up when his headband was untied and taken away from him. He slept on, his breathing evening. "..zzz."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2019-10-28 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
The famed headband was well-known and recognized in all the provinces. Light blue clouds on white symbol of the Gusu sect. All members wear it as a reminder to self-regulate themselves until they find their destined fated one.

That worked to wake him up from his slumb. From a long over-run dream, Lan Zhan fluttered his golden eyes open and groans groggily. He never felt rested, but upon waking up, he remembers there's routine and chores that must be done for the day.

Sleepily he rose and sat up. "Wei Ying...? You're awake?" Turning to see the clock. It's 8 0'clock. "Ah, we're late, but we have an hour before going to morning class. Give me a few more moments and I'll go make breakfast."

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